sweetmemoriesof-life

2011-01-31T00:55:00.000-08:00

"Honestly, I need you. I can't really lead a life without you dear. You know why, cause you've taught me so many things in life. You taught me so much that because of you, I am who I am today." And this is what keeps me going everyday. I love you, really.

2010-11-18T04:09:00.000-08:00

I want my Tuesday and Wednesday back. Why can't life be full of fun and enjoyment like that. I had a blast on that day, it was a night that I can never get back in my life. And nothing can give me the happiness I got on that day. It was such a fun-filled, exciting and crazy night. I want it all back now.

Was reception-ing until like 10pm. Then ate dinner and watched the rest of the performances during the function. Oh and I sat beside someone and that person said I looked pretty ^^ Most happiest moment of my life. Dance-floored like crazy for almost 3 hours straight. (and yes, I got a chance to dance with silverknight too. Am I the luckiest girl or what?!) After that still watched movie until 4am. Then woke up at 8am, went for buffet breakfast and still went swimming later! Packed lunch back to hotel and continued watching movie. Then later after checking out, went around Singapore and only reached home at 8.30pm! Most funtastic time of my life. Hahaha weeeeeeeeee~ Can't wait for the Dec trip! ^^

So far the holidays is going just like how I wanted. I just need one more thing to make it the best holiday ever. Spending more time with my friends, especially my awesome. I miss you. :(((

P.S. Silverknight looks soooooo good in a tux. -faints-

2010-10-31T06:43:00.000-07:00

Cause baby you're a firework, come on show them what you're worth. ♥

My one and only Awesome ♥

2010-10-30T05:22:00.000-07:00

Hey don't be sad okay! I hate seeing you like this. Especially seeing you cry. Don't do this to me okay babe. Even though you're refusing to tell me what's wrong, I know exactly what's going on. You can't hide anything from me even if you try to dear. I just know you too well. And you can tell me anything babe, I would never get angry with you. Dear, you should just listen to me next time. Trust me, I know what's best for you. I would never want to see you hurt. Just promise me that you wouldn't be like this for long, cos I already miss seeing you being crazy and hyper like usual. Thanks for today dear, really. Oh and don't worry, I will always be there for you no matter what. ♥

"Honestly, I need you. I can't really lead a life without you dear. You know why, cause you've taught me so many things in life. You taught me so much that because of you, I am who I am today."

Remember this babe? All I need is to read your letter, and all my troubles and worries just melt away. I love you Roshini Piragasam, and no matter what you say, you will always be MY awesome and MY guardian angel!

Dancing: My passion

2010-10-25T07:01:00.000-07:00

Omg I think I have the weirdest fetish ever! Too embarrassing to tell out here, hahahaha. Watching Sollamaley now. OMG it's getting super drama now. Got so many things happening, like typical tamil drama like that omg. I feel that I need to start dancing again. Lost touch after such a long time, need to start going back to my classes ready! I think when I'm older, I'm going to take part in Dhool! Hahahha, I don't think that's ever gonna happen, but I wanna join! HAHAHA :-) Dancing is my first love, and I'm never giving it up.

Arghhhhhh, my brain is about to burst. Jiehui has got me thinking and now, I have no idea whether I should drop Physics or not. The only reason why I'm hesitating and not making an immediate decision now is because I don't wanna look back and regret it later. Whatever it is, I'm gonna make my own decision and I'm not going to listen to anyone. This is my life, and I'm the only one who has the right to decide what I want to do with it. I knew I was never good enough to be in Triple Science. Crap, now I;m just going to succumb to my own pressure. So now the question; Physics - To drop or not to drop.

I need to talk to someone about this ohgod. Thanks Suganiah for all the advice and support. You're the best twinny I can ever ask for ♥ I need to talk to my Awesome. I haven't talked to you since like forever. I don't know anything that's happening in your life and neither do you know what's happening in mine anymore. These are the times I need to talk to you. You're one of those who knows just the right thing to say to make me feel better. Awesome, I need you right now :((((

already taken my nutella bottle out=(

2010-10-21T00:48:00.000-07:00

heyloh

not in the best mood. i super sad even though its raining. what else can do that to me besides myself? yeps,

results. so damn terrible , i dont even wanna talk about it. i was doing fine last year and even CA1. then mid years

screwed and the same thing for FYE. usually my pattern goes like, do terribly, then next exams boomz! super good.

this is probably the first time that im doing TERRIBLY twice in a row. HUGE wake up call. and im gonna answer it.

i was enjoying life this year. well, no more. gotta work real hard to buck up. not gonna be easy, giving up would

be wayy easier but im not gonna leave crescent without a fight. i made my stand in PEPS. i HAVE to make

my stand in crescent too and im down to my last year to do it. WAKE UP theona! WAKE UP! you aint in primary

school no more. you cant just somewhat study and expect to do well. DAYUM! gotta get into the mugging mood.

im off! and as for the title, im eating nutella now coz im sad! ILY NUTELLA:) make me happy again!

2010-10-19T06:49:00.000-07:00

Deepavali outfit shopping = total fail! Hahaha spent seven hours hunting everywhere and in the end, everyone got something except for me. By the time my sister bought something, I had just went into every single shop there is in Tekka and rejected the thousands of punjabi suits there! And my taste is super expensive, cos the ones I choose amazingly end up to be around $200 or more! -.- ANNOYING! Going back there again tomorrow to try and get something. Oh and I'm gonna bake cookies for Deepavali soon! YAYEEEE~ I can't wait! Oh and I think we should dance for Iragai Pole and Ennavaley for the Deepavali thing, yes yes? HAHAHA.

Went to Hemaa's house today to watch The Nun. Super gory and scary, yay my kind of movie. Even though I was hiding behind the pillow half the time. HAHAHAHA! But it's super nice and I can't believe the guy let us borrow a NC16 movie? Can we really pass off as 16 year-olds? Hahaha. The Nun - Recommended by Awesome Me! I told Hemaa to borrow Shutter Island, but she was like "Noooo, got no time and blah blah blah." Stupid Shruti! HAHAHA!

I really miss hanging out with my lower sec friends so much. Even though we only spent a few hours together, I think it was really fun! We should totally have another gathering yeah. So, my house for a movie marathon soon kay! (and yes we can swim, hahahha) Oh and when is Crystabellaatantree gonna have our Barbie movie marathon session? Hahaha omg I feel like a six-year-old kid. Can we have it at Crystal's house cos I wanna play Wii also! Hahaha yay!

Everytime I feel like giving up, there's only one reason I don't. And you better be thankful for that.

9 MORE DAYS!

2010-10-05T04:31:00.000-07:00

hey!:)

FYEs just started today. first paper was el. ive decided that i will NOT comment on ANY PAPER because it'll only make me feels worse. SS and tamil tmr. i can bet half the indians/ malays are mugging fr the following papers which are chem and geog! dying for chem and geog! ahhh! let me think positively! in 9 days time ill be FREE and i can do all the stuffs on my post exam to-do list. just gotta hang in there and mug like crazy for just over a week. Had a hearty talk with my sister santhino yesterday after quite long! we spoke about ALOT of thing, from studies to her life and it felt nice:) gonna miss these talks after she goes next year( hopefully not for good!) Lavan dearest is having her exams now and i think shes well prepared! but still, GOODLUCK SIS! i love you very much and i know you can do it! <3 LASTLY, and most IMPORTANTLY: GOODLUCK TO MY SISTER DIVYA! doing PSLE tomorrow huh?? finally after soo damn long of studying. I know akka always say you cant beat my score but its just called REVERSE PSYCHOLOGY baby! and i hope it works!;)) Hang in there! few more days to your freedom! and also, enjoy your last few months in primary school because you will treasure the when you go to secondary sch. I LOVE YOU needless to say, my crazy sister bida! <3 OKAY DONE:)) oh wait!! havent talked abt sharenya! hahah shasha! hang in there dear! i know how you feel! i want you to knw tt i will be here for you even after 10 years! There's a reason we were born in the same year yknw! hahah! tc, be a good girl and study hard yesh? LOVE YOU:)

okay NOW i done! next post shall be vindo and sindhu? hahah! I OFF:)

~ Suganiah Theona

my first love

2010-10-03T05:25:00.000-07:00

hey!
sunday night. waiting fr soccer to start! arsenal vs chelsea! whee! gona be even interesting-er since both din win last week. anyways FYEs are coming and i can only think about what im gona do AFTER it ends! hahah! hope its not the case next yr! ive been thinking and i need to say that i will always love and ill never let go of my first love : singing. sounds stupid? yeah but it means the world to me. its a part of me. and it still amazes me that i can just sit down, sing a random song after another and totally feel happy and un-bored! you could just lock me in a room and all i need is my voice to keep me company. the joy tt i get when i sing cant be explained in words and all i know is that i NEVER want to loose it. okay i shall go study sth before the game.

IM OFF:))
~Suganiah Theona

2010-10-03T02:03:00.000-07:00

Do you remember those times we were so carefree and felt like we had nothing to do in our lives. Oh yeah I forgot, since when did we feel like that when we entered Crescent. I really miss those times I could just sit on the swing and play for hours, not worrying about anything else.

2010-10-01T03:45:00.000-07:00

Despite everything, I have never got angry at all and I never will. I just keep holding on. Keep holding on for that one reason; that you really mean a lot to me. I really love you. And I don't ever want to lose you. Do you?...

Credits to Hemaa.

2010-09-30T03:33:00.000-07:00

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY ♥ (in like 3 hours time)

2010-09-28T03:28:00.000-07:00

I can't believe I'm saying this but skipping school to study at home is much more productive than going to school to study. Seriously, I did so many things yesterday and I think I just wasted my time in school today. Like half of the lessons none of the teachers came -.- I should have just skipped school again and studied SS at home. I would have learnt so much more things. I can't wait for FYEs to end.

My after-exams target: Meet Rinson when he comes to Singapore for the star night thing and take a photo with him and put it as my facebook dp. ♥ Oh and also to buy a super gorgeous, custom-made silver or white colour punjabi suit for Deepavali (Y) Oh I can't wait! Well for now, I need to concentrate on my exams. NO DISTRACTIONS! I think I've been quite productive lately, wonder why... Oh, I want this song to be sung on my 16th birthday celebration. It would be the best birthday present ever!

cant wiat!

2010-09-27T05:57:00.000-07:00

hey!

this blog is gona be super updated thanks to meee!

it hasnt even started and i already cant wait for FYEs to end

plans for post exam are alr ongoing

prolly gona start preparing for deepavali and all after exams too! cant wait! wheee

ONLY setback is the tamil o level paper that is on the 10th but its okay, ill still have funn ttc till then:))

CONGRATULATIONS to my roshi dearest! im sooo freakin proud of you as always okay? you can be sure to count on me for anything at all! ILY DEAR:))

finally, im superr tired coz ive been having headache the past week. annoyance like crazyy cuz i cant concentrate and all i wanna do is sleep. i asked daddy what i should be when i grow up. he said " become a sleeping beauty la! tts what you do best!" ohh well i DO LOVEEE to sleep! cant get enuf of it;)))

okay speaking of sleep, i shall go sleep!:))) hahahah! im off!

~ suganiah theona:)

INTRUDER!:)))

2010-09-26T08:46:00.000-07:00

HELLO ppl of the world! gaya3's blog is gonna become awesome because now her 2 besties ,awesomee and me ,are using it too! so its a joint account! yayyyness!:)) i guess there is one thing bothering everyone now and tt is FYEs but i really dont wanna blog about it cause many ppl have prolly been blogging abt it and coz its boring. just finished tamil hmwrk and decided to wait for 12am to join the post exam thingy. EVERYONE wants to do DJ-ing. i mean who would'nt?? its so funn and you get to learn abt mixing music and stuffs. so practically half the cohort are waiting. my birthday is coming! wheee!! its still like 2 months away but its still coming right?? hahah! mummy is asking me if i wanna go out with my friends in the morning or sth. ill talk to the girls and see how but anyhow, i still cant wait! im also still pending for the joint delhi exchange prog with Victoria. they are leaving the day of musical evening and im dancing so we are looking into alternatives. but then again, issit really worth the hassle?? i think i might just shuddup and stay here and train for syf. still waiting, 5 mins to 12. now i think ms vicky was kidding abt waiting till 12.01. haiz whatever la! i just realised tt ive been having identity issues but ill just end of saying this " there are times ive loved myself and times ive hated myself. i realised that through these times i havent changed, it was just my perspective. i should try to see the good things in me instead of comparing myself because ive always felt so much better and confident when i was happy with who i was" URGHH SO EMOOO! hahaha! and wow thats a LONG first post. expect much more to come! but for now, im off!

- Suganiah theona:)))

When the pressure sinks in

2010-09-20T23:47:00.000-07:00

FML! Crap FYEs in like a few weeks time and I'm totally not prepared. My study plans are totally failing. I realised we have over 80 chapters to study for. And final years are not the only thing I have to worry for. After that still got O-Level tamil paper, and because of that I lost the chance of going to England. Like HELLO, IT'S FREAKING ENGLAND! I think this school is seriously crap. Can't they even organise a Literature field trip properly! (angryface) My Awesome's been MIA for one week and she's not replying my texts. And that pig is not updating this blog like she promised. So, no more frequently updated blog (at least until FYEs are over.)

COUNTDOWN TO FINAL YEARS: 14 MORE DAYS
WHAT IS LEFT TO STUDY FOR FINAL YEARS: 80 CHAPTERS

Sighhhhh, how much more depressing can my life get? Oh and I changed the picture at the side of my blog ready. The picture quite not bad right? HAHAHA. Okay I shall stop ego-ing now. OMG and I feel like eating shrimp dumplings now, with the sauce! So yummy! I WANT MY SHRIMP DUMPLINGS NOW! :))

You're stuck on replay.

2010-09-09T02:32:00.000-07:00

Hi world! I'm totally procrastinating like crazy cos I haven't done a single homework. Okay except for English. I've still got Physics WB, 3 Physics papers, E-Maths papers and loads of tamil homework I owe for a gazillion years! Hahaha. I'm gonna try and do something productive today. I NEED TO FINISH PHYSICS! Hahaha. I LOVE ROSHINI PIRAGASAM BECAUSE SHE FINALLY HAS MONEY IN HER PHONE AND I CAN TEXT HER! I've been texting her for almost the past 3 hours ready! Hahaha.

Oh and THIS BLOG IS OFFICIALLY GOING TO BECOME A SHARED ONE BY TWO AWESOME PEOPLE, ME AND ROSHINI! Hahaha, Roshini's idea to do it cos both of us are too lazy to go and make a new one for her. So no more dead blog with like no posts at all. (but only if that ghundu actually does update this one.) Hahaha okay bye people, I'm gonna try and do Physics now. (which is practically impossible)

2010-09-06T00:27:00.000-07:00

“Even though we've changed and we're all finding our own place in the world, we all know that when the tears fall or the smile spreads across our face, we'll come to each other because no matter where this crazy world takes us, nothing will ever change so much to the point where we're not still friends.”

I just realised how much I missed my friends. Even though God has thrown so many obstacles in our way, we still refuse to let go. But what if one day one of us does start letting go. Will that be the end of everything? I never want to let go of this special feeling. The feeling that someone actually thinks that I am special and that I can make a difference in someone's life. Do you think that this friendship can still go on strong? Well I do, do you?

2010-08-24T05:45:00.000-07:00

"I hate how when someone becomes apart of your daily routine, it's so hard to adjust once you stop talking. They end up being all you think about" ♥

2010-08-18T04:22:00.000-07:00

Omg I have been listening to pookal pookum sooooo many freaking times in this hour that I lost count. Hahahaha (Y) I love this lines from the song: Yaar endru ariyaamal, perkkooda theriyaamal, ivaloadu oru sondham uruvaanathen. Yenendru ketkaamal, thadathaalum nirkkaamal, ivan poagum vazhiyengum manam poagudey. ♥ Awwwww, omg damn sweet can! Stupid Hemaa took my CD away and is preventing me from watching it! (angryface) See larh, now I can't see my lover! :(( Hahahahha!

Finally O-level Physics SPA is over! YESSSSS~ Omg and all the hours spent on mugging the past experiments totally paid off! Thank you so much Saras for all the advice and motivation, I love you dearest! ♥ Finally, I found something in Physics simple for once! Oh and I failed Physics class test :(( But who cares, I got A1 for A-Maths test! Hahahha yay! I bet Mr. Loh is so proud of me! :)) I've decided to be productive this week and do all the asychronised lessons for E-learning so that I can slack next week! Hahahha (Y)

She made my day complete. She may not be the most prettiest girl in the world. She may not be the smartest girl in the universe. She may not be the hottest chick in town. But she's the most prettiest, smartest, hottest, craziest, non-practical, one with the best laughter, silliest girl to me. Cause she's my best friend. And that is all that matters. My miss independent. ♥

2010-08-11T01:28:00.000-07:00

Madharasapattinam is the most touching love story I have ever seen. Finally! A great tamil movie which is not about the heroine falling for the guy and the villain like the heroine and fight fight fight, then in the end the hero and heroine live happily ever after. -.- It's such a touching story and I really cried during the movie. No tamil movie can ever beat this. I want to see it over and over and over again. I need to talk to someone about the movie! I feel as if my head is going to burst without talking about it to anyone. Stupid Hemaa and Suganiah, still haven't watch! Aiyah, you guys arhhhh -shakes head- Saras and Rosheee, come and talk to me about it pleaseeeee. Madharasapattinam, a romantic tamil movie that was so amazing that words cannot describe how wonderful it is.

2010-07-31T04:38:00.000-07:00

Yesterday night was damn funny omg. At first, I was pissed off with my A-maths tuition teacher. He was supposed to come at 8 and finish at 10. But then he only came at 8.30! And then finish at 10.30! Walau I was so angry lorh, no mood to do A-maths ready. I was so tired and best part was that he was teaching me the most stupidest, hardest and confusing chapter of all...trigonometric functions! Arghhhh, don't get it at all! And it's not as if I'm going to get it in school either. I have such an awesome A-Maths intern teacher. She's so awesome until I don't understand a freaking thing she is saying! -rolls eyes- That's it, I'm dead for A-Maths.

Then after tuition finished I was eating dinner and randomly flipping through the channels then suddenly I saw something then was daaaaamn happy! "Best of Jodi Junior from 10.30 to 11.30!" Omg daaaaayum haaappppyyyy! Then I was watching it with my dad. The rest of the family was asleep -.- Then when some pairs were dancing I was like cheering.

And of course when my darling Rinson came I was screaming like some crazy person. Especially when he was doing the performance where he was shirtless and I could see his packs! OMG YAYEEEEE~ Then my father was like "Yeah yeah when the guy hot only you scream..." Then he say my taste not bad and the guys I like in the show are good-looking! I was laughing like shit cos he finally admitted that Rinson was hot! HAHAHA!

Tamil tuition was so fun! Now the only person missing is Roshini! :(( Okay bye, I'm off to do my homework and watch the making of Madrasapattinum (Omg yes Arya acting! Hotness~). Does anyone know what you are supposed to do for PE reflections?!! I'm so screwed. Roshi and Sugan, tell me when you guys want to go to Far East then I'll see if I can come kay? :))

If awesome has a definition, it would be me. ;)

There's so many ways to love ya

2010-07-29T02:03:00.001-07:00

I just realised how much I miss how my life used to be. Don't you find it weird when you used to talk to someone so much and suddenly now when you're face to face, you have nothing to say? Please don't ever let that happen between us. I really love you idiot. "I love you, I just have a weird way of expressing it." Oh and Awesome, I'm so proud of you dear! ♥ Keep up the good work and you can look forward to a treat from me! Hahaha yayeeee~

One day you asked me whether I love you more or my life more. And I said "My life." You walked away with tears in your eyes without knowing that you are "my life"...

2010-07-27T01:29:00.001-07:00

Thank you everyone for all the birthday wishes and compliments and everything! And after what you did, I totally owe you this. I think Roshini is the sweetest friend ever who is soooooo damn nice and caring! I'm sorry hunny, please forgive me. Seriously you're damn sweet. You don't have to go all out just to wish me, you wishing me is already very special and memorable for me. (smiley face) I'm still waiting for my presents. *ahem ahem* -points at you- Hahahaha, I sound like some present crazy person but it's okay, I admit I am. HAHAHAHA, you guys better give me soon arh! :))

Today was such a slack day. Like nothing to do in school. Then assembly also so boring, but it was kinda funny so yeah. Stupid guy trying to crack lame jokes -.- Oh I'm sorry Suganiah and Roshini, I didn't know you would still wait for us so long! Sorry for making you guys wait, blame Andy Lee! Home-ing together with Suganiah, Roshini, Hemaa and Arshvini was so fun! Hahaha omg so long since I laughed this hard and had laughing fits like crazy. "Hello hello are you okay?" "Someone call 995!" HAHAHA OMG BEST! Argh I miss those times! Never mind, let's just go back home together every Tuesday okay? All five of us :))

Baby let me love you downnn, there's so many ways to love ya.
Baby i can break you downnn, there's so many ways to love ya
I mean like, ooh myy gosh i'm soo in love

2010-07-20T04:06:00.000-07:00

HELLO! I don't like the photo competition results! :((( I think C2 did an awesome job lorh, stupid judges! -will not explain any further- Wore Sofia's baju which was purple, yayeeeee~ I think next wear I'm going to wear half-sari ready! Everyone today looked so preety in sari, then I also want to wear ready. Hahaha :)) And our Racial Harmony Day celebration was the most lamest thing ever. They could have just called it a prize presentation! -.-

Today's listening comprehension didn't even feel like an O-Level paper! I wasn't stressed at all before the paper lorh. The only thing I felt was sleepy. We were doing invitations for Sec 4 farewell, listening to songs and talking the whole time. Hate MOE for making us wait for 4 hours just for an 1/2 hour paper! And then some more half an hour before the paper put some old hindi song which just made me more sleepy! Haiz..damn stuuuupid yknow!

Oh and Roshini, I like your pm on msn! I know you love 24/7 very very very much right? Hehehe -wink wink- Lalala I realised I have a lot of homework to do. 3 chapters of physics, amaths homework, 1 chapter of bio, chem QA worksheet. Omg I need a miracle to help me finish all this work by today! Need to stay awakeeeee~ People sms meeeee, I need caffine to keep me awake and highhhhhhh! :)) Bye bye, I'm going odd to watch my darling get the award for the best performance. I LOVE RINSON! ♥ WEEEEE~

2010-07-18T03:21:00.000-07:00

Crezawards was funnnnnn! All because of the company. I LOVE YOU IZZATI, HEMAA, ARSHVINI, SUGANIAH & ROSHINI. And guys I'm sorry I didn't spend my day with you'll. Argh, I felt damn bad the whole time okay. And I made you guys give up so many things for this. Sorry Roshi and Sugan! Anyway this year I felt that I really wasted my $$ on Crezawards. It wasn't as nice as the previous years and also the results were damn screwed. I LOVE YOU SOFIA! You and your sexy body waves ♥ Oh and people, her dance video is out on youtube! Awesome no? Hahaha, go watch! :-) Can't wait for next week, it's going to be sooooo funtastic! Hell yeah ♥

When tears fell from my eyes, you were there to brush them away.
When I was lost in confusion, you were there to say everything would be okay.
When I stood there before you falling apart, you were there to lend your heart.
When I felt like no-one could understand, you were there to take my hand.
When no-one else was left to care, you were always there.

Here's the long-awaited reply to your letter. You don't need me to write a looong letter to tell you how much I love you right? This poem says it all dear. ♥

2010-07-14T03:34:00.000-07:00

I think I have nothing else better to do today. Updated blog three days in a row. Wow not bad arh. Oh and yknow something I realised that: Surya's birthday is one day before mine! OMGGGGG! Woah, damn cool right. Hemaa was totally jealous, I could see it from her face! Hahaha. Yayeeeee~ Hahaha omg damn happy now! Every year I just realise more and more how cool my birthday is. I'm damn lucky :-) And I'm proud to be a 24/07 baby.

Oh and people who want to buy an iPad, my advice is: DON'T! I heard it seriously sucks. Don't waste your money, I think you might as well by a normal laptop for that -.- Lemme see today morning started off with me being effing pissed and it totally ruined my mood. And I just escaped from getting a demerit during English for not bringing tpc. Bottomline: IC sucks and it's just an effing waste of our time. It's just one of the school's plans to make all of us fail. I might as well have Common tests rather then this crap. At least I'll know where I stand in my overly competitive class...

I can't wait for this Friday, yayeeeee~ Crezawards with my beloveds ♥ Oh and this year I'm not really going to dress up so yeah. I'm just going for the company and to see Sofia dance (Y) Oh and I'm looking forward to next Friday toooo. It's going to be damn cool cos we're gonna have the sec 4 farewell on Surya's birthday. Omg he looks damn hot! (hyperventilates and faints.) Hahaha and of course everyone's awaiting for our awesome dance. Hahaha this two weeks are going to be fun-tastic! :-)

"Cos my favourite numbers are 3, 7, 13 and 24." ♥

2010-07-13T04:31:00.000-07:00

God, why are doing this to me? Please let everything be okay. Tommorrow I'm not going to be myself in school. I already warned you, don't come and piss me off... Awesome where are you when I really need you?

Listen to my heartbeat.

2010-07-12T02:20:00.000-07:00

I don't think anyone would believe this, but I STAYED UP TO WATCH THE WORLD CUP FINAL! Okay not really cos I only watched the second half, hahaha but still!..And yay, spain won! Waka waka eh eh, this time for Spain! ♥ Love Paul, cos he helped me earn a lunch treat! Hahaha :)) But I was dying to stay awake during lessons in the afternoon. In the morning was damn hyper. Then in the afternoon I think I was sleep-writing during Namitha's lesson! :/ But wow, this is thr first time I survived school with only 2 hours of sleep! (Y)

This year Deepavali is going to be weird without my grandparents around :(( Yesterday late night session at my grandmother's house damn fun! Oh and yknow my grandfather damn cute! He wants to buy a motorbike now so that he can ride around in India with it. Then he scared to ask his children cos they definitely won't buy for him. So he go ask my uncle and my uncle told everyone. & my grandparents were quarelling about it and it was so funny omg. Laughed until i cried yesterday after such a long time! :-)

Rosheeee, you totally made my day today! This is like the first letter you have ever written to me, and yes I was damn touched. You were like totally flattering me. Me likeyyy~ Hahaha. Anyway I'm just glad to have you back. And yknow something, all my passwords are the same as yours -wink wink- Can't wait for this Friday. Weeeee~ Oh and Awesome, I want a floral dress for my birthday...and something else. I bet you know what it is right. -wink wink- again, hahaha! Bye I'm off to watch my Rinson dance now. Oh wait I forgot, this whole week no Jodi Junior. Stupid Vijay tv, hate you for not letting me see my darling. HMPH! (angryface)

2010-07-06T02:47:00.001-07:00

JUST ONE MORE DAY, THEN I CAN FORGET ABOUT TALKING IN TAMIL FOR THE REST OF THE YEAR! YIPEEEEE~ Aiya actually not really larh, cos I really love tamil! Hehehe. :))

I AM STARTING TO LOVE RINSON MORE AND MORE NOW, OMG HE IS DAMN SWEET CAN?! I mean like not everyone would so willingly want to give up their place in such a high-profile competition just so that their best friend would not have to be eliminated from it! OMGGGG, I totally cried when I watched the video cos it was so saddening when he cried! :(( When I get married, I want a husband who is like Rinson. Someone who has good looks, is hot and sexyayye, with a charming charsima, an awesome dancer and can just sweet-talk-until-he-makes-your-heart melt! YAYEEEEE~ HAHAHAH! Bottomline: I love Rinson to the core!

And I bet Izzati loves us for giving her the "I heart Archuleta" t-shirt! It was my awesome idea okay! Hehehe, glad you loved it dear :-)

2010-06-29T23:53:00.000-07:00

Term 3 has started off quite well I guess, but I bet it's only because we have like so many breaks and half-days in between. Argh Suganiah I miss you! Faster get well soon and get back to school, then I wouldn't be bored to death during tamil. Oh and my parents have been coming home late for this past two days, so I've been enjoying my life. Hahaha! Today night gonna watch jodi junior at 8pm! Yay, Rinson Rinson Rinson! ♥

Oh and yesterday I talked to Roshini for almost 3 hours on the phone after months! Omg she damn funny/cute can? I know you'll read this, but don't ego arh! Hahaha, she's the only one I know who is high when she's sick. Then some more drink cold water and eat chocolate cake. Tsk tsk. I love you more than Rinson! Hahaha (Y) Seriously, I love this Roshini...the funny, cheery and crazy one that I have always known. Thanks for giving me my old friend back. ♥

It's been such a long time since the two of us have really talked and laughed that hard. Your sister damn funny man, "Aiyoaiyoaiyoaiyo!" And your blog story! HAHAHAH! Oh and what happened to coming to my class to see me in the morning?! (angryface) Hahaha, you can make it up to me by staying back with me this Friday for a while. (and getting for me a floral dress for my birthday) Hahaha :)) Muax, love you bye.

This term it's going to be different. I can just feel it.

2010-06-22T23:31:00.000-07:00

Last week of school holidays already! -.- I'm happy cos I can get to meet all my friends again, but not looking forward to the lessons part. Going to miss watching endless movies/karoke sessions/eating out like crazy/doing nothing...Oh and I've watched all 4 seasons of My Wife and Kids episodes. Hahahah, awesome! & I'm going to watch Karate Kid and Raavanan this week (: Suddenly I'm listening to all of Rihanna's songs and I've fallen in love with Pon de Replay all over again!

OH AND DID I TELL YOU? I WANNA MARRY RINSON. ♥♥♥ HELL YEAH! HE IS SO HOT/SEXY/CUTE/HANDSOME/FUNNY ♥♥♥♥♥ DON'T YOU'LL DARE STILL HIM AWAY FROM ME, HE'S IN PAR WITH LOGAN LERMAN & SURYA ON MY LIST! If you'll don't like him after watching this then I dunno what's wrong with you'll!

OH AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY IZZATI. I LOVE YOU MORE THAN I LOVE JUSTIN BIEBER. ACTUALLY NOT REALLY. HAHAHAH KIDDING! OH AND I'VE ALREADY SMS-ED YOU EVERYTHING I WANTED TO SAY. SO I'M NOT GONNA POST ANYTHING HERE. MY BIRTHDAY WISH FOR YOU IS PERSONAL, AND NO-ONE ELSE CAN READ IT. YOU BETTER BE HONOURED! HAHAH. :))

Your love is my drug.

2010-06-17T05:49:00.000-07:00

This week has been..fun? Well not all of it, but the sleepover with cousins was fuuuunnnnn! WEEEEE~ Hahaha, yayayayayay! Eat dinner at 11pm + ate fried kway teow with cockles/hokkien mee/black carrot cake + watched drag me to hell + still screamed even though i've watched it before + ate 3 huge boxes of popcorn + went up to the room at 2am after movie finished + thought everyone would go sleep but noooo... + talked till 4 am, slept at 5am + got up at 9 am to find that all of my cousins had got up and were watching a movie online.

Then someone called me when I was bathing. And when I returned her call, she told me she wanted to go out this week or she wanna come my house..but I now find out that she is too busy to call me back/reply my messages. Hmph! Hahaha, Roshini Piragasam you better pick up the phone the next time I call you! And also come on Monday to school with me, please please please! Thanks, love you babe ♥ Gotta lot to catch up on, and I bet you have manyyyyy stories to tell me right? *wriggles eyebrows*

I've been meeting up with Suganiah, Hemaa and Arshvini so many times this holidays. Love you'll guys, and thanks for coming for all the practices and for all the fun! :)) Especially when finding Suganiah's house today. "Omg there's a freaking dog, faster close before it follows me into the lift!" And press all the buttons on the lift, running in and out of every floor! Hahaha (Y)

Now I'm doing all the projects with Hemaa online/searching for information/Youtube-ing. Pro mutli-tasker right, I know thanks. :-) Oh and everybody, you'll must go watch My Wife and Kids episodes on Youtube, it is the most freaking hilarious show I have ever watched. If you have no idea what the show is about, then you're crazy! So you better go watch it NOW!

"Sometimes we build walls around us, not just to keep people out, but also to see who cared enough to break them down." ♥

2010-06-07T21:59:00.000-07:00

THIS WEEK HAS BEEN AWESOME-NESS. Watching Kid's Choice Awards. Some stupid people winning stupid awards which should have clearly gone to other people. Like c'mon; how the hell did Megan Fox lose to Miley Cyrus! And Selena Gomez won Best Actress award thing! Yayyyyy~ And Justin Bieber's Baby was awesomeeee! Oh and now my favourite phrase is "I love you more than all the girls love Surya!" ♥ Hahaha so if I tell you this, you better be honoured! I wanna arm wrestle someone! Hahaha, sorry damn random.

I'm in love with Jodi No. 1 now. This is what holidays does to when you have nothing to do and you have Vijay TV. =.= This week very busy leh..and I'm going to some high-class restaurant in a hotel to have my mother's birthday dinner. Yes, eat-out-ike-pig day! Hahaha (Y) I wanna wanna watch Shrek, it's like the top movie in Singapore now. And I also wanna wanna go shopping! Floral dresses ♥ I bet you guys know what to get for my birthday already right! -wink wink- ;)) Hahaha! :DDD Looking forward to this Thursday babes.

2010-06-01T06:57:00.000-07:00

"I swear the world better prepare, for when I'm a billionaire!" I'm hooked onto billionare and hey soul sister. Oh and Aaja Nache too! ^^ Hahaha, this is the first year I actually have NOTHING to do during the holidays. I'm so freaking bored at home...argh, god save me! Oh and thanks Amirah, for telling me where to get that floral jacket. Broad shoulders, I likeyyyy~ :DD

Today was pissing. Mostly pissing to the core. But thanks to my Awesome ♥ and my bestest friends, it was survive-able. I realised how much I missed spending time with Roshini :)) Argh, idiot i miss you like you can never imagine! I thought you have completely forgotten about me...thanks for re-assuring me that what I thought wasn't true. Oh and P.S. I know you cannot resist taking my phone and looking at my beautiful face but please stop looking at my sms-es larh pandi, especially my drafts! (angryface!) See larh you, spoil the surprises ready. I dunno what to say, argh I just love you larh okay idiot!

Come back into my life idiot

2010-05-25T06:36:00.000-07:00

"Hey soul sister, ain't that mister mister on the radio, stereo.
The way you move ain't fair you know.
Hey soul sister, I don't wanna miss a single thing you do tonight."

TODAY: SUCKED. ARGH, HATE MY LIFE. Don't really want to talk about it. If you want to know what happened, come ask me. Can just sense it man, seeing my report book and breaking down. I'm ready to see my class position as bottom 5 ready. Hate sec 3 life man, f*ck it. I've come to realise I'm damn vulgar when I am sad/angry. :(( Still can come and tell me without my help you would have failed everthing. Well I have one thing to say to that: F*CK YOU MAN. WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM? DO YOU THINK I AM THAT DUMB UNTIL I'LL FAIL EVERYTHING?!! Please, what I got is due to MY hard work! I admit it is definitely not my best effort, but at least I was able to produce something that is quite decent by MYSELF! This June Holidays is gonna suck and yes, the rest of the year will too. Miss last year, miss my friends...I bet all the g3ians in C2 feel like this...

2010-05-24T06:34:00.000-07:00

SHE'S DAMN AWESOME. ALYSSA BERNAL ♥

2010-05-18T02:16:00.000-07:00

SCHOOL SUCKS TTM. WHY CAN'T THEY JUST DAMN-IT GIVE US A FREAKING BREAK. I think I wouldn't mind having Tamil Intensive to having some debate programme! Oh and the poetry slam today was the lamest thing ever. Omg they think it's some kind of rock concert is it! =.= Stupidity and just a freaking waste of my time, could have gone out to window shopping or something instead. Argh!

BREAK-UP PLAN IS DAMN FUNNY/SICK/ROMANTIC/SWEET & EVERYTHING YOU COULD EVER WANT IN A MOVIE! "I'm going through some changes." "Menopause?" HAHAHAHA, hilarious shit! To those who haven't watched: GO AND WATCH NOW! Lemme see, in three days I have watched: Shrek 2, Shrek 3, The Last Song, The Back-up Plan, Avatar and three Indian movies. Hahaha (Y) Could life get any better? And finally I watch Avatar! Yayeeee~ Omg it's like damn awesome ttm. Sorry larh, I know I very late. I think their life's are much cooler than ours. Izzati, "You're like a baby!" Hehehe, her favourite line. I think we are the only people who are crazy about Avatar now! Awesome-ness :))

Someone's birthday this week. Whose arh, whose arh? ;)) Hehehe idiot! Stupid woman, never go back home with me today. Hmph! Hahaha. What to do know?... Oh yeah I'm gonna watch clicknetwork.tv now! Yayeeee~ Thanks arh Crystal, for getting me re-addicted to it. Oh and I have been browsing through catalogues like crazy. & I'm in love with floral now. (Now you'll know what to get for me for m birthday right..) Seriously, I love dresses like this.

"Do you remember the nights we stayed up just laughing, and smiling for hours at anything" I miss you. ♥

We'll Be A Dream

2010-05-15T22:03:00.000-07:00

2010-04-26T03:35:00.000-07:00

I don't want to lose you. Yes, I'm afraid I will. But I know that it will never happen. My reason for this faith: You. God will never let that happen, trust me. So stop believing in some crap and start believing in yourself and the people around you. Stay strong and be tough love. God always throws a lot of crap in our way. But he just wants to test our endurance level. So prove to him that you can put up a tough fight to get what you deserve. I know you can do it. Don't break down and show him that you are weak. I won't be able to take it. No matter how distant we are, you know that I'll always love you just the same. I'm not ready to lose you, and I will not let that happen. ♥

2010-04-22T22:18:00.000-07:00

Friends are like pieces of a puzzle. When you lose one, your life will never be complete again. I just want you to know you are one of those pieces in my life I can't afford to lose. ♥

2010-04-13T05:03:00.000-07:00

JUST SCREW MY FUCKED UP LIFE!
Hang in there babe, stay strong kay? You know I love you ♥ We'll get through this crap together yeah!

Eenie meenie miney mo lova ♥

2010-04-07T04:34:00.000-07:00

HELLO, HAHAHAHA! I'M TIRED! I STAYED UP UNTIL 3 YESTERDAY FOR NO REASON! HAHAHA, GONNA GO OUT IN THE NIGHT! YAYEEEEE~ I feel so sad that I never go band concert. SORRY HEMAA, AZIRAH & HAZIQAH! *cries* When Izzati sees this she'll be like "See larh, who tell you not to buy ticket from me?" Hahaha, why soooo many people's birthday on April? Then make me broke :( Anyway I've got to do well for Mid-Years; Dad promised to give me a iPhone/$300 shopping trip! \m/ Gayathri you can do it! My one and only motivation now, is that!

Oh I'm gonna watch Gurushestram (is that how you spell it?) at JP tonight at 7.10! *hint hint* And I'm gonna eat dinner at Swensons. Pasta and Ice cream craving fulfilled! :)) Need to finish up hw. Oh and I failed A-Maths test. Only answered one question fully! :(( "Awesome man" "IKR!" Someone's birthday in 2 weeks time, who's arh? ;)

Vanna vanna pattu poochi, poo thedi poo thedi
Angum ingum alaighindradhe!
Oh sottu sottai, thotu poga megam ondru megam ondru
Engengo nagarghindradhe!
Hosanna! Pattu poochi vandhacha
Hosanna! Megam unnai thottacha
Kilinjal aaghiren naan, kuzhandhai aaghiren
Naan unnai alli kaiyil veythu pothi kolghiren ♥

Victory's in our blood.

2010-03-31T22:41:00.000-07:00

A break from school, yes finally! Woahhh I damn stressed can. Second week of school only and already we have 3 tests coming up -.- And then got soooo many practices for Speech day performance and dance performance at Victoria Concert Hall. The worst part is, dance performance is on May 1, 4 FREAKING DAYS BEFORE MID-YEARS! I really wanna die from stress ready lorh. I need to rewind cos I can't absorb anything in school! I'm too tired, all the lessons are so freaking difficult and I've given up hope on trying to understand. It's like I'm having a mental block everyday. Crap larh...I've such a sad life right, I know :((

Today's Sports carnival was awesome. Fry won! (Y) And we also were the champions for human fooseball! Hahaha (Y)(Y) But they really cheat my feelings lorh, give some stupid present. I thought we'll get a medal, like wth larh! Hmph. But I find the pen damn cute! Hahaha, then mac-ed & home-ed with clique. Sorry Haziqah for not having lunch with you. Sorry Saras for not following you to see Roshini's race. And sorry Roshini for not coming to support you at your race :(( I'm so sorry that I keep ditching you'll. It's just that time is being such a bitch and April is a busy schedule for me. Once again sorry. Haziqah, I promise that I'll meet up with you soon and Roshini, show what you're made of in this race! Love you ♥

Lemme show you what you're missing, paradise... ♥ \m/

I need you, Guardian Angel ♥

2010-03-23T02:57:00.000-07:00

Common tests has been total crap, damn lucky that I didn't ACTUALLY fail any subjects. How the hell am I gonna improve when I'm in such a competitive class? Comfirm one of the last in C2 ready! :(( Haiz...I hate my life in Secondary schol! It's soooo stressful. Worst part is that I almost failed Tamil! HOW CAN ANYONE IN THE WORLD FREAKING FAIL TAMIL! ARGHHHH! When I saw my marks I was like wtf. And I failed a freaking Lit, how the hell can someone fail lit?! DAMN DAMN DAMN FREAKING PISSED, I'M GONNA PRETEND AS IF COMMON TESTS NEVER HAPPENED. I've totally lost hope in myself. Wanna so badly get out of Triple Science, I can't understand a thing in Chemistry, I felt sooo freaking depressed after yesterday's lesson.

Only thing, I'm looking forward to is Flag Day, then have to start mugging for MYE ready. Only have like one month and worst part is, holidays were just over! -.- I wanna give up on my studies readily seriously..yes I know, I'm hopeless and useless. I need the motivation to move on; I need you dear (And yes I bloody freaking miss you too!) This song is for you, guardian angel. :)) I am sorry I wasn't there for you yesterday. Will talk to you soon okay, don't be so sad and cheer up babe! I LOVE YOU ♥ And I really mean it.

2010-03-18T03:04:00.000-07:00

I'm telling you, this year is so not my year! I knew it man...had this hunch from last year. Sigh...everything in my life sucks now. Hate this freaking year, I wanna go back to 09' Seriously how can there be such a drastic change for just 2 freaking years?! I feel so downnnn now :(( Holidays don't even feel like they used to anymore. Thanks for Tuesday Wonderwoman, really helped me let out everything I've been finding someone to tell to. & I realised how much I effing miss spending time with you. Sitting by the beeeeach at 5.30am watching the sunrise, how much more crazier can we get? Will have a proper meet-up with all of you guys soon yeah.

Miss my life, miss my friends, miss my cousins...time is against me right now. I can't find time to do anything. Better yet, no-one has time for me... Argh, did I mention that I hate my life right now? Hope things get better later in the year. But one thing's for sure: I want my old life back. I want my old friends back. I want the old you back.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AWESOME ♥

2010-03-08T02:17:00.000-08:00

I'm gonna dedicate this entire post to a veeeeryyyy special someone. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROSHEEEEEEE! ♥ You're fifteen now, omg so old! Now I can call you akka to make myself feel younger. HAHAHAAHA! Yknow the thing I hate about this year is that both of us are in different classes (obvious!) and our birthdays fall on Saturday, then cannot celebrate together! :(( I know you damn saddened by this right, me tooooo! But it's okay, we'll find time to catch up right? And I'll give you your present soon, sorry arh...no time to buy! :P Now I move on to my dedication...

I've known you PROPERLY for around 1 year and 6 months now. And even in this short period of time, you know for yourself how much you have changed my life and how much you helped, trusted and believed in me when I had no-one else to turn to. Thanks for always being there for me whenever I needed you. And for trusting me and regarding me as a very close friend. I can truly say that I have never seen anyone like you in my whole entire life. You have all the qualities that anyone could ever ask for in a friend & I thank god everyday for giving me a chance to meet such a wondeful person like you! :-)

You were always there for me when I needed someone to rant to, someone to confide in, someone to assure me that everything will be alright..someone who believed me even if everyone was against me. Did you think that I will let all these go un-noticed? I really love you a lot pig. To tell you the truth, I really really really effing miss you like crazy and I want my Roshini back. I miss all those great memories we had together, you bullying/entertaining me in class, your crazy-hyper-gay self, your off-pitch singing! Hahaha & the list goes on and on... Bottomline: I miss you and I looooove you more than all the girls love Surya \m/ HAHAHA, HAPPY BIRTHDAY AWESOME~ ♥

When tears fell from my eyes,
You were there to brush them away.
When I was lost in confusion,
You were there to say that everything would be okay.
When I stood before you falling apart,
You were there to lend your heart.
When I felt like no one could understand,
You were there to take my hand.
When no one else was left to care,
You were always there.

2010-03-07T01:17:00.000-08:00

Yayyyyyyyy! This is my 100th post, isn't it sooo exciting? HAHAHAHA! Omg I have got everyone around me addicted to Baby...hahahaha, such a success. Now the next thing, is to get everyone to LOVE LOGAN LERMAN! ESPECIALLY IZZATI! Hahahha, why doesn't anyone like him?! He's so hot, cute and sexy! ♥ Justin Bieber is soooo cute too, I would die to have a cute bf like him! Ahhhhhh *faints* I realised that I go crazy over a celebrity, then forget him and move on to the next guy when a new movie is out! -.- Sorry Lucas Till! Hahaha ((:

This week has been crazy, and most saddening thing is that we didn't win the dance competition! :(( But it's okay, at least we had fun coming up with awesome dance steps right? I can't wait for the holidays to come. (Hell yeah!) Can finally go for my long awaited shopping trip, gonna buy nice high-waist dresses! And go bowling & swimming & movie dates & to posh restaurants. Imma happy girl! :-) I wanna go watch Alice in Wonderland with my friends! Let's gooooooo soon okay! Maybe for someone's birthday treat *wink wink* HAHAHHA. I know you'll love me for that right.

Omg I realise how much I miss my awesome friend Izzati! I miss crapping with you everyday during lessons/recess/lunch/mrt rides! I miss crazy Maths lessons with Izzati, where we will laugh till like no tommorow for no reason! HAHAHAHA and how she'll go crazy about OMDJR! & I'll be like no OMLT is much better. She's the best sms-ing buddy you can ever have. If she never sms me right, I think I'll just die from not talking to her. (This is where you go awwwww!) Hahaha, I looooove you Izzati! <3 Let's go out with the rest during the March holidays! <3

To the world you may be just a person, but to me you're my world. I mishh you/looove you ♥♥♥

Cause I'm in pieces. Baby fix me ♥

2010-03-04T03:21:00.000-08:00

Common tests over..sooo exciting! \m/ Yayeeeee~ And it ended off with an easy paper! I was damn surprised that Chemistry was that easy lorh...I really thought that they will ask some stupid drawing experiment thing. And this was the only freaking paper I finish so fast, finished it in 25 mins yknow! Damn pro right, I know thanks :-) And yes, I was a good girl and checked my paper like crazy. Hahahaha and no History paper for us! ROXON! Me, Hemaa, Crystal, Remya and Rebecca were talking about totally random stuff. And then we had to go for archery. All of us just wanted to continue talking stories, seriously like not in the mood to do anything but laze around.

But then no choice, have to go :(( Archery was so fun, yes Crystal I know you love me name like crazy right. She loves playing around with my name lorh. "Hi I'm Gayathri. Save Gaia, trees." HAHAHAHA, OMG DAMN FUNNY CAN. Must say in that like very-serious-newscaster-kind-of tone then it's super super funny! Then played heart attack and concentration like crazy. Eh and our archery skills not bad okay, stupid instructor! Eh at least I hit the target board every time right. Stupid Izzati broke my heart cos she never sing Baby with me while shooting the arrow! :(( Crystaaaaal, we should go to your house for baking one day. You better plan arh! :)) I feel like eating pasta now..omg I want my Crayfish Pasta damn badly! Very random..I know, this is what happens when you mix around with Suganiah!

Oh after school was the most funnest! Had dance practice until 5.30, but we dance very little..more like fooling around session. I think we're damn screwed for the dance, competition is like this Saturday and we can even perfect the steps man. Argh! Eh now I like the modern steps, all of us were just playing and then BAM! got new dance moves. Eh eh where's the video all of us dance arh? I wanna see how awesome it is. Especially Suganiah's spastic face during one of them! HAHAHAHAHAH :DDD Oh and finally caught up with Roshini after such a looooong time. IMY babe, tmr come during dance also kay! I still can't get over the modern dance thing, now I'm addicted to that step thanks to you larh pandi. Wonder how the dance will turn out..hmmm, oh well got to wait till Saturday to find out. ROSHINI & SUGANIAH, I MISS YOU GUYS LIKE CRAZYYAYE! ♥ HAVE TO GO OUT SOON :))

For you, I would have done whatever
And I just can't believe we ain't together
And I'm wanna play it cool, but I'm losin' you
I'll buy you anything, i'll buy you any ring
Cause I'm in pieces. Baby fix me
And just shake me till you wake me from this bad dream
I'm goin down, down, down, down
And I just can't believe my first love won't be around

2010-02-28T22:49:00.000-08:00

STUPID SS CAN JUST GO TO AFRICA AND DIE! ARGH...WALAU DAMN PISSING CAN?! WHAT DOES THIS SHOW YOU; NEVER BELIEVE TEACHERS WHEN THEY TELL YOU WHAT TO STUDY, THEY ARE JUST OUT TO TRICK YOU. HMPH! :@ I'M NOT GONNA BLOG TILL THURS. I'M GONNA KEEP TO MY PROMISE NOT TO GO ONLINE UNTIL CTs ARE OVER. SO YEAH, BYE!

OH AND WOMAN, CAN YOU REPLY MY SMS OR NOT?! VERY ANGRY WITH YOU YKNOW..AND YES I'M TALKING TO YOU MY DEAR. & ALSO SARAS, DON'T WORRY CAN SPEND TIME WITH ME ON THURSDAY AND FRIDAY. SHE MISSES ME LIKE CRAZY LORH, I KNOW YOU LOVE ME A LOT RIGHT?! *WRIGGLES EYEBROWS* HAAHAHAHA, OKAY TTFN..NEED TO MUG PHYSICS AND GEOG AND E-MATHS NOW! :))

2010-02-25T02:45:00.000-08:00

What can I say, lessons have been damn sucky and the only way I am keeping track of my Common Tests days is through Amirah's blog. Thank you Amirah! :-) This week has been such a tiring/hectic/crazyyyy week! Walau teachers expect us to finish all thier hw. Like hello, we have the same amount of homework for 10 subjects, how do you think we feel?! You'll complain so much about having no time to mark everything, then don't give larh!... I really really really regret taking physics like to the core now. Everything seems like such a blur to me! And then I feel so tired after coming back home late, then like cannot concentrate and study properly! Argh!...

But school nowadays is becoming more and more fun, I want to sit at the back lorh please. Sitting at the front is sooo boring. Me and Rebecca cannot do anything lorh, especially during English, Physics and SS...can totally sleep one larh tell you. And Crystal is gonna get me started on my Starbucks addition all over again. Everyday also "Eh want to go starbucks with me?" *wriggles eyebrows* Hahaha. Oh and Annabel, we should really send nameless and grass to Africa along with Physics! I really want to burn Common Tests to ashes and send them to Africa and let them starve there! HAHAHAHA :))

Byeeee~ Now, I'm off to study SS. Oh the joy! -.-

Oh I was starstruck, don't need no Starbucks

2010-02-20T02:25:00.000-08:00

OMG THE VIDEO IS OUT! ♥ AHHHH! THE SONG IS DAMN NICE, I'M ADDICTED TO IT LIKE CRAZY ALREADY. IF YOU HAVE THE SONG, PLEASE SEND TO ME..I'M DESPERATE! (You know you love me, I know you care.) I find the lyrics damn cute lorh like please! Eh actually I didn't know JB could dance that well. He's almost like the perfect package..hot, cute, awesome singer, cool dancer..but definitely CANNOT BEAT Logan Lerman! ♥ I wasn't that crazy about Baby at first, but now I'm going gaga over it! Izzati/Suganiah/Hemaa/anyone who is crazy about this song, if you see me in school on Monday right just start singing it okay! ((:

Damn, Common tests in like lesser than 2 weeks ready! Wanna die, got so much homework how am I to revise huh? Really regret taking triple science, can't cope at all. Should have gone with my gut feeling and gone into double science! :-( Argh! I can't get a single damn thing in Physics and I bet consultation with her is not going to help too *rolls eyes* Good luck to all Crescentians out there for your CTs! Oh and people, don't go crazy mugging the night before kay..start studying now! And you!..don't stress yourself too much kay. Take it slowly and if you don't know anything come ask me kay..I'm practically staying back everyday until like 6 nowadays. I'm gonna go back to studies and stare at my inspiration (Logan Lerman ♥) while doing my work!

Countdown: 21 more days ♥ (And no dear, it's not too early)

2010-02-13T04:02:00.000-08:00

THIS POST IS GONNA BE IN ALL CAPS TO SHOW MY EXCITEMENT AND HOW FREAKING HIGH I AM. OMG OMG OMG, I WANT TO DIE! LOGAN LERMAN IS SO DAMN FREAKING HOT! ♥ HE'S LIKE ZAC EFRON, LUCAS TILL, DAVID ARCHULETA AND ADAM LAMBERT ALL IN ONE! HOW F*CKING AMAZING IS THAT? HE'S MY GUY HEAVEN AND MY SEXGOD! AHHHHH, I CAN'T GET OVER HIM. I FEEL AS IF HALF OF ME HAS JUST DIED AND GONE INTO HEAVEN! HE'S SKIN IS SO FREAKING FLAWLESS, LIKE SNOW AND IT'S THE MOST PERFECT TONE EVER. NO GUY IN THE WORLD WILL EVER LOOK LIKE THAT. AND HIS EYES ARE SO DEEP LIKE *^@$@&@^#&!%@^# I WAS HAVING A MINI HEART ATTACK IN THE THEATRE. YKNOW MY HYPERVENTILATING SOUNDS LIKE I'M HAVING AN ASTHMA ATTACK! HAHAHA, ALL MY FRIENDS WERE LIKE DAMN SCARED COS I WAS GRIPPING THE SEAT SO TIGHTLY AND STARTED HYPERVENTILATING LIKE CRAP! HAHAHHA, OKAY ON WEDNESDAY YOU'LL BETTER WATCH OUT COS I'M GONNA GO GAGA OVER HIM. BYE LUCAS TILL, & HELLOOOOO LOGAN LERMAN! \m/

2010-02-12T00:08:00.001-08:00

Hey guys wazzup! First of all, HAPPY SOON-TO-BE VALENTINES' DAY! :)) Hahaha, I really really really wanted to bake blueberry cheese tarts and bring them to school. But then I was too lazy to go buy all the ingredients :-) But I'll try doing it during this weekend, so people don't expect me to do it arh. This means Hemaa, Arshvini, Annabelle and Crystal! Hahaha, oh today was so fun! Ate like pigs during recess and I'm suddenly in the baking mood all over again. But then sadly, I don't think I have enough time to bake cos we got loooooads of hw (and the best part is it's CNY!) and I'm going out like practically every single day! Wait I wanna write my hw list here so I can remember and then you guys can pity me...

2 Tamil compositions
1 Tamil letter writing
2 Tamil sentence structure ex.
1 Tamil paper
8 seiyul (memorise and learn meaning)
A-Maths hw ex 2.6
E-Maths assignment 10
Chemistry WB pg 10 - 18
Bio tuition Hw
English tuition Hw comprehension
Do assesment books?...

Yeah so as you can see I have a hell lot to do. Mostly thanks to a f*king idiot! Arghhhh, my life sucks. But at least I have awesome people around me who make my day wonderful :-) Oh and today we met Haziqah and Azirah! Azirah you look damn chio in your NJ uniform like serously. And Haziqah, I love your ring like no tomorrow! (and have you grown taller?) Went all the way to the other end of Singapore and in the end ate at burger king cos we didn't have enough money :(( Walau and some more just at the same place had Swensen's and Thai Express, two of my loves ♥ So saddened... nvm tommorow I'm gonna stuff myself at Hooked on Heads! \m/ Oh and sorry guys for not giving you'll any Valentine Day presents okay..I'll give it to you together with your birthday presents. Anyway you don't need a present to show you how much I love you'll right? ;) Oh and people tmr I'm gonna watch Percy Jackson & the Lightning Thief! Woohoo~ Are you'll jealous? HAHAHAHA!

2010-02-07T01:37:00.000-08:00

Back from OBS! Omg I really really miss OBS like no tommorow! I miss pitching and un-pitching tents, I miss cooking food, I miss showering in freaking cold water, I miss having laughter fits, I miss all the crazy and wild things we did together as a watch! I miss Evan and Muru, and most importantly I miss Suisen! ♥ *cries* I want to go back to Pulau Ubin and do all the funtastic things that we did all over again. I think it's super freaking true: There's something about OBS that stays with you for life.

Walau I miss OBS like freaking shit now! On Saturday morning, I actually got up and started waking up my tent-mates and then my sister started shouting at me instead -.- And then I randomly started singing our cheer to find people staring at me in Pizza Hut! HAHAHAHA. Woahhhh I miss bathing in the night and then getting high and doing crazy stuff and jumping around! I miss the amount of satisfaction that I got every night when I realised I accomplished something that day. I don't care about the fact that I'm super dark now, that I have mosquito bites at all the impossible places, that I have huge blisters, that I'm totally sunburnt at my right shoulder: I WANT TO GO BACK TO OBS NOW! I'm OBS-sick:((

The most funnest thing in OBS was kayaking! I loveeee kayaking to the core ♥ We should organise a kayaking date during the holidays and show off our awesome arm muscles! Hahahaha. Oh speaking of muscles, I think I gained some and I lost a hell lot of weight; 4 KG in 5 days! No joke okay! Now back to my point, I love kayaking! I think I quite pro leh..managed to catch up with Hemaa..(it's a big achievement!) And I love water sports, they are so fun! I think water sports are the best sports ever! It's so freaking nice, I loveeee to get wet! I bet someone has got over her fear of water ready. So now if I tell her to come over to my house for a swim, she won't back out last minute! Hehehehe :)) Oh and capsizing is damn shiok, right Annabelle? (Let's do it again *shakes kayak*) HAHAHAHA!

I have learnt so many things from OBS. I have learnt to be thankful for all the things that I have; from the simplest things like from my bed to the water we drink, the food we eat, the home we live in! We always ignore the simplest pleasures in life and never realise how important they are to us. I thank god for giving me such a wonderful place to live in, a loving family to care for me and awesome friends who are always there for me! ♥ I will never take any of you guys for granted ever again!

I love my daddy, mummy, sister, cousins and relatives for being there for me throughout the 14 years of my life and bringing me up to who I am today. I love my family friends, Wonderwoman and Silverguy like abcdefg! Yknow you guys have a special place in my heart right? And lastly I love g3 '09, c2 '10, Suisen, Shobini, Hemaa, Arshvini, Remya, Arifah, Haziqah, Azirah, Saras, Izzati, Suganiah and Roshini! ♥ You guys know that you have changed my life and that I will never forget you in my lifetime! So thank you to all of you who complete my life and I loveeee you guys. Don't you'll ever doubt that! ;)

2010-01-31T05:13:00.000-08:00

I'm addicted to Justin Bieber's songs now! And also replay omg..aiyooo can't stop singing them ready! Omg I wanna die ready, hahahaha! :))

Me plus you, I'm a tell you one time
When I met you girl my heart went knock knock
Now them butterflies in my stomach wont stop stop
And even though it's a struggle love is all we got
So we gonna keep keep climbin till the mountain top

TOMORROW IS OBS! Omg damn fast leh, one month like just flew past! I feel damn butterfly-ey for OBS! (The word so cool right, I know thanks) Got very nice people in my group, gonna be so nice like that yknow! Aiya but if the BBQ clique in my group more fun lorh, but it's okay. We'll still make the 5 days go boomz! HAHAHAHA, aiya I tooo high ready. And btw Arshvini, I'm not so stupid not to know where Boon Lay Shopping Centre is! -.-

I still miss the old you. You don't have to pretend to be someone else to me, you know that right?

2010-01-23T05:24:00.000-08:00

This week has been the best since school started..and I hope the next two years continue this way! Already planned to have a baking date with Crystal soon ((: I think 3c2 is veryyyy the nice, I bet after OBS we'll be like damn bonded lorh! But the only sad thing is that I'm falling asleep in classes this year. I can proudly say for the past two years in Crescent I've never slept in class anymore, but then this week I slept during English and almost slept during Physics and Chem. Hahaha awesome right? Got no-one to keep me entertained like you :))

And my Awesome is back in action! Hahaha pandi, IMY toooooo! <3 Oh and I have something to confess to you. Check your phone kay. Anyway somebody's birthday coming soon arh, lesser than two months only! Don't worry the countdown won't start soon! :)) Omg now I have got justin bieber songs stuck in my head thanks to Sugar! Aiyoooo see larh keep singing it then stuck ready! Songs I'm currently addicted: One less lonely girl, I know you want me, en uchimandai and unmela aasathaan! ♥ Oh and can your phone have a virus? My messages keep getting wiped out! Damn annoying leh, then all the messages I've been saving just flew away. I'm saddened :-(

Oh and this week's highlight: Wonderwoman's birthday and cousin's gathering tmr! <3 Omg wonderwoman, you're 28 so freaking fast leh! You're like twice my age. HAHAHAHA, eeyer so old ready! Anyway thanks for always being there for me when I needed you. You're like an elder sister I have never had and I'm thankful that god made us come together. ♥ Anyway enjoy your funtastic life and don't be sad that I didn't celebrate your birthday with you! Kekeke (I love annoying you with this!) Will meet up on 6 Feb kay, then I'll update you about OBS. Oh and faster find a guy to marry larh! (Y) I can't wait for tommorow! [I've got a feeling, that tonight's gonna be a goo night]

(The video is kinda stupid but who cares; the song is awesome ♥)

2010-01-09T04:13:00.000-08:00

Hello! I have no freaking idea how i survived the first week of school. It felt as if I'm studying in some boarding school overseas. Walau it doesn't feel like school at all! G3 has changed my life so much and I really miss all the times we spend together in class doing wild & crazy things! There has never been a single minute where you can find silence in the class at all. Now it's like the total opposite man! Can't even find a single person talking during lessons and all of them like studying damn freaking hard. It's scaring the shit out of me. I think like the only people who have no clue what's happening in class is me, Hemaa, Seeyun & Yuting.

"Sec 3 is the year you learn about all your friends" Someone told me this and I guess she was right. I had a looong chat with my awesome senior, ahahhaha! Thanks for the advice deh, now I know who to talk to whenever I need advice! :)) I really miss the old you, I want it back now! :((

2010-01-01T06:20:00.000-08:00

2009 has been loads of fun and full of exciting things happening around every corner. Actually I have to say that last year has passed by very fast. I know everyone says this every year, but last year has got to be the fastest. I really enjoyed this year to the extreme with all my wonderful family and friends. Now we're welcoming a brand new year, actually a brand new decade even! Let 2010 be an unforgettable and awesome year for all of us. 2009 is gone but it has made us strong. There were fears and tears, but we also had reason for cheers. We have been able to learn from our past mistakes and change for the better. We've been able to rejoice and celebrate with our loved ones. We've learnt to treasure and cherish all the happy memories that have been left behind. So let us start this year fresh with a smile! ((: Love you'll very dearly and and every single one of you will definitely be in my heart. ♥

Movies that I wanna watch in 2010:
The Lovely Bones - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ikUWKi0W5_g
The Last Song - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=of75w-K9BNo
Shutter Island - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HYVrHkYoY80
Valentine's Day - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jSS-QPdiiiY
Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows 1
Twilight's Eclipse

2009-12-28T19:21:00.000-08:00

This past week has been filled with many egg-citing events! Loads of christmas parties, my cousin's birthday countdown + celebration, baby cousin's prayers, zoo outing with cousins and loads of movie dates ♥ Yayeeee~ Still got Vettaikaran, Avatar and Alvin & the chipmunks 2 movie dates on the way! Oh and also looking forward to New Year Countdown party with my family this year. After such a long time, finally doing it with my cousins! (I usually do it with my family friends) I don't have any pictures leh. All with my cousins..hoping they will pass it to me soon! Walau I miss my friends like hell! Hope to catch up with you guys once school re-opens! & morning train rides with you'll. I'm still in the holiday mood leh. I can't believe school is starting in one more freaking week! There's so many things that I still haven't dooooo! And worst of all, I think my monthly friend is coming to visit me next week :((

Oh and people, SINGAPORE IDOL IS OVER! I'm sick and tired of the controversy going on. SEZAIRI IS THIS YEAR'S WINNER & NOTHING IS GOING TO CHANGE THAT! I admit that I didn't really like him and I did vote for Sylvia in the finals. It's truly a pity that she lost but I'm sure we're bound to see her performing in shows right? & we have to give credit to Sezairi who did put up an amazing performance in the finals. He's pretty good btw, and I realise why everyone is going gaga over him. Like in all competitions, the better person won. & it's already over, so stop bringing in race and religion crap into this yeah. Thanks :-)

2009-12-25T04:26:00.000-08:00

Hello world. First of all Merry Christmas guys! ♥ I love Christmas, it's so nice and best part you get presents. I got earrings and a new dress! Yayeeee~ And I got loooads of chocolates. Hehehe ^^ Lalala, best Christmas party ever! First of all have you ever had a ride, in a brand new Lamborghini Murcielago? My mum's friend actually owns one and it was freaking awesome to be actually driven in one! Are you'll jealous? Hahahaha! Today we had such a deeeelicious lunch! We had turkey, roasted chicken, spaghetti, chicken pie, lasagna and lots of other stuff. And for dessert we had a chocolate-rich Christmas log cake & my mother's friend's special home-made chocolate biscuit pudding! Hmmmmmmm! So yummmmmmmy! Hahahahha, then we watched so many movies and camwhored. It was a fun-a-roooooo time. Can't wait for this Sunday, yipeeeeeee~

P.S. Did you guys know that I know Seizairi personally? I bet a lot of you'll damn jealous right ^^ Muahahahhaha! ((: ++ My baby niece just made my day today! She called my handphone and talked to me for an hour! Hahahaha (Y)

2009-12-21T05:34:00.000-08:00

I'm having a terrible cold! My nose is as red as Rudolph the Reindeer's! (N)
I have a bad feeling abut next year.
It's gonna suck, I just know it! :(

2009-12-19T05:12:00.000-08:00

Today was so fun, even though I couldn't keep my dad company :( We had so much funnnnnn! Weeeee~ Hahahah, yknow my laugh is very contagious? Once I start laughing, everyone will laugh! Hahaha, and beware of me these few weeks! My laughing disease just got worse! Best part of it all, MY BABY DEEPA CAME! Yayeeee~ I was chooooo happy to see her. I heard she was having a terrible fever for the past week then it was so nice to see her jumping around and being hyper once again! Lalala, I watched Harry Porter and the Half-Blood Prince again with my cousins. I have no idea why, but Rupert Grint didn't look as hot as the first time I watched the movie! Oh and me and my cousins invented a new game: Ali-pop! (We got the idea from the lollipops all of us were eating) Hehehehe! It is damn fun. Who will have cousins who go running crazily in the carpark and hiding behind cars in order not to get caught? Damn funny leh, we were car-scooping and moving around like spies! One word to describe today: AWESOME! Looking forward to the zoo trip + Christmas celebration, birthday bash and the my baby cousin's 16th day thing. ((: Btw, Hemaa and Roshini, this Monday you'll can right? I wanna go eat at Pizza Hut okay! Hehehhe! Oh damn, I'm sneezing toooo many times. Maybe I'm catching a cold. Oh shit, NOOOOO! Go away cold, I don't wanna get sick! :((

2009-12-15T23:33:00.000-08:00

Omg the boy is soooo cute! This really made my day ((:

2009-12-11T06:08:00.000-08:00

Are you a human or what? Can still tell all those things directly to my face! Out of all the things that you have said to me, this must have been the worst! First, you don't even care if the person has gone for such a major operation, and start shouting at him. When I heard you shouting at him arh, I felt like shouting back at you okay! I was just controlling everything. Then later can still ask me if I care about him. What the fuck is wrong with you man! I can tell you this, I definitely care wayyyyy more about him than you!

Even though I always get angry with daddy for not letting me do what I want, I know that he's just looking out for his little girl. He always has, and I realise that now. I dunno how you had the heart to ask me if all the caring for him was just a drama. I tell you I really felt like bursting and I would have, I didn't for daddy. Every single day since we knew dad was gonna have an operation and when you were sleeping peacefully, I couldn't even sleep at all and I was crying my heart out. Whenever I look at him now, I still feel like crying. You know what, I don't care what the fuck you tell me from now on! You have ALWAYS made my life a living hell! Now the only person's opinion I'll be listening to is my Dad's. Seriously pissed!

2009-12-11T01:02:00.000-08:00

I just finished watching A Walk to Remember all over again! I love the movie! It gives me such a warm and fuzzy feeling. "I might kiss you", "I might be bad at it" Hahahaha, soooooo cute right? And yes, no matter how many times I watch the movie...I still cry! One of my top favourite English movies. Oh and I dunno why, but I'm in my hyperventilate-over-Surya phase all over again! I just can't get over this song! Ahhhhh, he's REALLY, TRULY, DAMN HOT in this song! I still can't get over the click-leg-and-jump move and also the nod-sunglasses-down-and-pull-in-Nayanthara move! Hahahhaha ((:

2009-12-05T05:18:00.000-08:00

I'm so freaking pissed right now and I have no-one to rant to! Best part, all the people I wanna talk to cannot be reached. And no-one is online! Out of all days did you guys have to do this to me today!

Roshini - MIA since I have no idea when. (Oh yeah, can you check your phone woman? Enakku unnai pattri avalavu worried-a irruku theriyuma! Nee ippa epadi irrukirai? Everything's okay now right?)
Suganiah - Phone no more money. So cannot sms!
Izzati - Such a bad sms-ing buddy! Walau I feel like slapping her. I bet if you heard what stupid thing she did with her phone, you would too!)
Hemaa - She lost her phone overseas! -.-

In conclusion, everyone's uncontactable! And bottomline is...I need to talk to them NOW before I explode!!!

2009-12-02T19:46:00.000-08:00

When tears fell from my eyes,
You were there to brush them away.
When I was lost in confusion,
You were there to say that everything would be okay.
When I stood before you falling apart,
You were there to lend your heart.
When I felt like no one could understand,
You were there to take my hand.
When no one else was left to care,
You were always there.

- Dedicated to that special someone! ♥
I miss you.
I love you.
I need you.

It feels incomplete without you ♥

2009-12-01T02:12:00.000-08:00

I feel so sad! )): Cos everyone is having so much fun without me!! The only place I've been these holidays is the hospital! I know, sad right! But good news, dad's getting discharged next week! Yayeeee~ And I need to say something: I really really absolutely love Suganiah! She's damn nice and cho chweet! Hahaha, I really appreciate all the help dear. It's okay if you didn't get it though. It's the thought that counts right? The fact that you cared enough to try is enough for me! ;) Will meet up with you soon yeah. And you too Awesome! ♥ Btw can you call me when you see this? I still haven't talked to you properly yet leh! Hahaha ((: Oh and I love ALL the Vettaikaran songs so much! Hehehe, I know it's random but I don't care :P

What if he is your Prince Charming, but you're not his Cinderella?
Will it still be happily ever after?

2009-11-28T06:23:00.000-08:00

Finally, the day I've been waiting for. My father woke up after his operation for what seemed like forever! Awesome, next year you can expect train rides to school with me in the morning ready! ((: Hahahah, yayeeee~ Maybe only larh...This whole week I've been just staying at my house & going in and out of the hospital. And I've missed out on sooo many gatherings/parties/functions etc. I feel so sad :(( But luckily on Thursday & Friday I stayed over at my cousin's house! Had fun after such a loooong time!

Woahhhh, yknow I feel damn bored! I've watched soooo many movies this week. And I cried while watching sister's keeper! My sister thought I was stupid. She was like why you cry for movie all. Of course me being damn pissed at her said "At least I cry for movies when I'm touched. Not like you, who crys because she is scared of the lamest stuff!" HAHAHAHA yes I know, damn witty response! & guess which smart person forgot she didn't have dance class and her uncle brought her all the way there where she found out. ME! Hehehe I'm so awesome no? ((:

Later going to one of my uncle's wedding. Mum allowed us to go cos she felt bad that we have been missing out on all the fun. Can finally spend time with my cousins, other than in the hospital! Yayeeeeee~ Camwhore all the way! I'm off to paint my nails and bake chocolate chip cookies. This is gonna be my first time putting make-up by myself for a function. Wish me luck!

2009-11-24T18:38:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was a damn hectic day for me. Spent more than 12 hours in the hospital. In the morning was rushing my sis to have lunch then took a cab to NUH. Went there and realised my father was no longer in his usual ward. He was transferred to the ICU. Finally found the place for what seemed like forever. And that's when the shock came. Mum told me he had to go for bypass surgery on Thursday and they were in the midst of transferring to SGH. My Mum's friends recommended a specialist who only did operations at SGH, and my dad wanted to go there instead.

So me and my uncles went all over the hospital to get my father's documents. Then got soooo many people coming to visit my dad with baskets of flowers. Then all of us so irritated cos the ambulance was only coming at 10.30 and we had to wait for like 2 hours. And we had to pay $80 for the ambulance, and $250 for the NURSE to accompany! Like @$#&^$%&*@&^#$ After ambulance came, we went to eat dinner. It was 11pm and I was so hungry until I lost my appetite. At SGH, no-one was allowed to go in except my mum. Then later they allowed his children to go in, but since my sis was below 12 she couldn't.

When I went into his room, I was shocked. I was completely speechless. I have never seen so many tubes and wires connected to him in my life. When he saw me, he couldn't even speak. Then I just started rattling off about how he's gonna be okay, and how we will come and see him everyday. I was just trying to get out of that room quick before I started crying. I've never seen my dad cry because he was scared. But it's better to do the surgery now then later right. Tommorow maybe I'm gonna stay overnight at the hospital. Aiya I dunno larh, I just want him to get discharged soon. Now I'm also sick, having fever and I kept puking yesterday night. I feel like a patient in the hospital now -.-

Going to SGH in the afternoon. My family friends are coming today, so yeah.Most probably will be hanging out with them today. Oh and Sugan, thanks a lot...really! You're checking on me everyday, and keep reassuring me about everything. Love you babe ♥ Just keep checking your phone yeah..will keep updating you. And Roshini when you see this call me okay, I need to talk to you. And thanks for the prep talk on Monday babe, love you loads ♥

2009-11-20T23:36:00.000-08:00

I never expected my holidays to turn out like this. Spending one whole week in the hospital. But it has taught me something; that I shouldn't take things for granted. Especially being the oldest child and everything..I should stay strong especially in situations like this. Thanks Suganiah for reassuring me that everything will be fine and comforting me. You're the best! I love you a lot woman! Get well soon daddy. It really pains me to see you suffering in the hospital like this.

2009-11-17T18:00:00.000-08:00

FRIDAY

Friday was super awesome. At first in the morning was lazing around with nothing to do. Then went down to meet everyone, to find out that no-one was there! Later Remya came, and I found out she had been waiting for 1/2 hour. Sorry Remya! Then I tell you, I wanted to kill Hemaa! She came so late, and I told her to sneak across without letting Haziqah and Azirah see her cos they were also in CCK. This idiot I think just ran past them, then they ended up following her. But me being so smart, told those two to follow Arshvini and rent the CD. Then me, Remya & Hemaa bought the cake in like 5 minutes. Then when we call them, they still haven't even found Arshvini! Then waited for them for like 20 minutes in the rain. Lucky I wasn't having my period if not I would have been so damn pissed.

Then later we watched a movie called The Haunting of Molly Hartley. Ever heard of the movie before? I guessed not, yknow why? Cos it's THE WORST MOVIE EVER! Omg it seriously sucked & the ending was damn screwed. At first the movie was like super interesting. Then all of us came up with super crazy and wild endings. But it was the usual "happily ever after" kinda thing. Stupid right! I was super pissed at the director. Then because of the ending, the whole movie was ruined and had no meaning. But actually the only reason why they borrowed the movie was because of Chace Crawford! (no further explanation needed) After watching half the movie, we went for a swim and started talking about 2012 the whole time. Then later Izzati joined us to watch the rest of the movie.

Aiya we never camwhore enough like we intended to. Nvm, there might be other chances right? Well..I think. But I want to meet up again, because not everyone was there. *inserts angry face* I wanna kill you'll yknow! Nvm, can we meet up a few more times before school starts again!

SATURDAY & SUNDAY

Saturday all my family friends came over to my house. Yayeeee~ Very fun yknow! First we start taling about Jennifer's body. Then we talked about Megan Fox and ended up at Selena Gomez. Then suddenly NigaHiga came up. No idea why. Then we didn't know what movie to watch. And everyone so irritated with me cos I don't have a single English movie. Seriously I don't have any cos I always rent or watch online/in theatre what. Then had no choice but to watch the stupid movie (The Haunting thingie) I told them the movie was stupid but they still wanted to watch. The best part was right, even though I know all the 'scary' scenes right, I stilled screamed by lungs out. But I felt so idiotic cos I was the only one screaming! Hehehhehe ((: Yeah larh, then just that night all of us planned to go Port Dicksn together. Awesome no?

Sunday was my time with my couzies! Walau say will meet at 3.30 then come at what time? 5PM! Was soooo angry with you'll! Lucky things turned out to be in favour of me that day. So while waiting for the rest to show up, me and my uncle's family started our first round of bowling. Btw the place was Warren and Country Golf Club. At first I sucked larh, then I keep missing all the pins. Then when everyone else came, I suddenly got the energy and shot up all the way from last to second place babey! I think it's because right I very angry with them, then I showed my anger in the game! HAHAHAHA. Then later went to my uncle's house and did all sorts of crazy things. Now the thing I'm very excited for is this coming Sunday! And I'm sooooo dead nervous for my cousin's PSLE score manzzz. She better choose Crescent over Cedar, if not that's it man!

2009-11-16T00:10:00.000-08:00

Helloooo world. Yknow I'm damn bored. And I just realised that only two weeks of the holidays have passed by. And do you know how much it sucks to be bored. Here are a few signs to show you if you're life is boring. Hahaha, I got the idea from Amirah.

1) You wake up at 8am when you have no school
2) Fall asleep in the bathroom for one hour
3) Wear the most bizzare outfit combinations ever
4) Find any excuse to get out of the house
5) Go to the supermarket and buy everything you always wanted
6) Realise you just wasted all your shopping money.
7) Make plans to go out with your friends and never stick to them
8) Find that your weekends are packed with activites, and weekdays...
9) Grateful that you have a tpc, if not you would just jump down & die
10) Switch on your tpc first thing you get up in the morning
11) Chat with people whom you usually don't really talk too
12) Go facebook and reply comments
13) Look at people's pictures and start liking them
14) Start commenting on people's status
15) Your notifications are flooded within minutes.
16) Bloghop and keep refreshing every hour to see updates
17) Watch random videos on youtube which turn out to be freaking funny.
18) Realise you're the only one who has touched the holiday homework
19) Watch at least 3 movies everyday.
20) Invite friends over for a swim + movie date
21) Bake cookies to show off my awesome baking skills
22) Play Poptropica and Neopets, and think it's cool.
23) Plan to watch a horror movie, but chicken out in the end
24) Keep calling and torturing Hemaa
25) Sms Roshini like no tommorow, even if she doesn't reply
26) Suddenly realise you're a pro bowler!
27) Dance to Beat it for no reasons to cousins
28) Get excited over outing to ECP with 50 relatives in a week
29) Talks to her stuff toys cos you have no-one else to talk to
30) Check the fridge and find a tub of chocolate ice-cream ^^
31) Paints nails different colours for no reason
32) Plan what you're dream room will look like
33) Realise every show you plan to watch is a repeat
34) Suddenly realise you're email is working
35) If I continue this list, it will never end!

So I shall stop for now. Hahaha lemme see, I think I have watched around 20 movies from the start of the holidays ready. Both English and Tamil movies larh. I plan to watch Paranormal Activity, My Sister's Keeper, Orphan, Monster VS Aliens, Thoranai, Devadas, Unnai Pol Oruvan & lots more. If you have any nice movie to suggest let me know kay. I can't wait for this Sunday! Fun with the whole cousins gang, and when I mean whole..the number of people I'm talking about is HUGE! HAHAHAHA! Anyway, can you believe there's gonna be a Naan Avan Illai II?! Omg, what's this world coming to. Oh and I sooooo need to watch 2012! Anyone up for it? ^^ People, my email's working! So you can start hotmail-ing me! ((:

2009-11-09T22:12:00.000-08:00

Star light, star bright
First star I see tonight
I wish I may, I wish I might
Have the wish that I wish tonight

Everyone has wished upon a star once in their life right? So have I. I love gazing at the stars in the night sky. The scene is just so breath-taking and dreamy. Whenever I look at the stars, I get lost in my own little world. It gives me a fuzzy & warm feeling inside yknow. Being alone stargazing, it has always given me a sense of hope. Will update more when I feel like it yeah. Btw, I can't wait for Friday. Check you phones tommorow for the latest update people. It's gonna be boomz! Roshini & Suganiah, you guys better come arh..please for me *inserts innocent smile* And Izzat pon dikir for one day for me also cannot arh! :((

2009-11-03T23:46:00.001-08:00

First of all I'm sorry Hemaa & Izzati! You'll tell me today only then how you expect me to go?! Anyway I also very scared to ask leh. KEKEKEKE, I'm sorry so so so damn much people. If you had told me a little earlier right, I would have tried my luck and begged them. But now it's a little too late, only have 4 more hours yknow? Anyway hope you guys have fun at the Singapore Idol show and I must hear you all screaming arh! And and must take loads of pictures (take many pictures of Faizal so that I can also see & hyperventilate!) Hahaha. Oh yeah and I don't care if you guys sneak in and beat up the security people or whatever, I want an autograph from FAIZAL!

Anyway, this is one of my favourite songs from Aathavan! I love the 1:43 to 1:47 part! OMG OMG OMG DAMN NICE! The way he flip down his sunglasses then pull in Nayanthara damn hot leh. Hehehe, aiyo now I go Surya-crazy ready due to some people's influence *ahem ahem* Surya looks hotter & hotter in every movie, can't wait for his next one! Akkam pakkam yaarum illai vaa enn pakkam! ;)

2009-11-01T17:37:00.001-08:00

This has just been the first week of the holidays. Still have about like 2 months to go and already I'm dying of boredom. I'm pratically glued onto the TV and listening to songs, watching movies online larh. Thank god my weekends are packed with fun-tastic plans! I want to go out with my friends!! :( Can we organise something like please. My house for the swim + movie date can it be on 13 Nov?? Those who can/cannot text me kay (btw it's a Friday)

2009-10-31T21:43:00.001-07:00

Seriously I don't want to part from G3. I never thought this day would come, but then it just had to! Argh! But these past week has been great, full of happy and gay times. Full of joy, laughter and even tears. I am grateful to getting to know such an awesome class like seriously. It just seems as if we got to know each other yesterday, then suddenly it's like bye bye G3. I thank my lucky stars I have such great friends who care for me, & know me inside out and love me for who I am. I LOVE YOU GUYS! ♥ I dunno how to thank you guys enough. So here's a heartfelt dedication to you guys to show how much I love & appreciate you.

Suganiahhhhh! My bestie, cousin & sister! What will I do without you! Omg I love you so much man. The only person I can really, truly, always count on to cheer me up no matter what is you babe! You know what to say, do to brighten up my day. You are also the best advice-giver that I know. They seriously help me a lot yknow. Even though I only really got to know you properly like this year, I have grown so close to you eh. I'm gonna miss your gay-ness & hyper-ness & crazy-ness like hell! You and your arsenal hyperventilating, especially over your darling Theo Walcott. When you don't come to school ready I miss you so much, then how to go without seeing you like everyday larh! Argh omg cry cry cry! Sugan always know that I love you no matter what others say yeah & you will forever be my sista! ♥

Hemaaaaa! How long I know you ready arh, 9 years? Hahahaha damn damn long eh. Thanks for everything that you have done for me. I still remember how irritated everyone gets when we always end up in the same school, same class. HAHAHAHAHA, I wouldn't be surprised if we next year also go into the same class. Unless I don't make it into triple Science :( I remember telling you everything, you know most of what's happening in my life. & you never fail to make me laugh. Hehehe, thanks arh. I love you ♥ And okay, I'll be nice now and admit that Cole Sprouse is hot (Don't try and push your luck arh...)

Shobini hehehhehe my close friend, cousin & tablemate. I love you a lot! You always love to bully me right right? Hahahaha, you just find so much joy in that arh. Hahahaha cards fly and rules apply when I'm playing stress with you. I'm actually gonna miss you & your sick jokes! Hahahaha. And yeah okay fine, I'll agree with you that Surya is the hottest guy on Earth, especially his six-pack! AHHHHHHH! But still I'm a die-hard Vijay fan. Hehehehe. And I'm sorry to say this dear but no matter what, never in a million years will Surya leave Jyothika for you & neither can you kill her and Diya! Hahahaha, I'm gonna miss you a lot Shob :(

Next dedication, Izzatiiiiii! Hahahaha, my 24/7 smsing buddy! Yayeeeeee~ Hahahaaha you are cool & awesome just like me! We are just so awesome people because we multi-task and have mood swing right Izzati! Hahahah it's an inside joke kinda thing. I know you love F1 right, but please don't go around driving without a license arh...i feel so sad for all the innocent people on the roads leh. HAHAHAHHA! Izzati you are such a fun person to be around with & you also got the laugh-for-everything disease! YAYAYAYAYAY! And I will say this for you: OMDJR! :) Love you Izzati! Must have movie marathon again, and let's choose something that we can hyperventilate over. Maybe a Jean Baptiste movie! ^^ I'm gonna miss you a hell lot :( *cries*

Arshvini, the girl who is still as childish as ever! Hahahahaha when I first got to know you right I was like wow you damn carefree leh! You know how to make me laugh at all the right times. You and your crazy stories about The Witch & the Devil and your teddy-buddy! Hehehehe, never fail to make me laugh man. And and your disney princess craziness arh...can never beat anyone man! Mine is still Ariel forever! Don't worry about streaming okay, I'm sure you can get into Triple Science. So now just relax and have fun, & forget about the results yeah. Oh oh and don't you ever dare cry again arh! Make me cry leh..hahaha seriously must always smileeee :) Will miss all the crazy train rides, dance practices & tamil lessons with you.

Haziqah, Remya, Arifah, Azirah and Sofia! I only got to know you guys properly like this year. And now I sooooo regret not being with you guys last year! The five of you are so boomz! Remya, you and your crazy-ness make everyone around you get all hyper and crazy also! Hehehehe, Arifah your constant laughing and care for me make me happy! Sofia you and your constant teasing, cheering me up & going gaga over Korean guys! I'm gonna miss all of these. Haziqah, I'm gonna miss you and your laughter a hell lot! You are forever smiling :) Azirahhhh, my twilight-hyperventilating partner I'm gonna miss you! Even though the two of you are leaving Crescent, you will be remembered & will forever be a part of the oh-so-awesome g3 '09! Must keep in touch okay :)

I saved the best dedication for the last, which is for....Roshini! (Don't ego arh. Hehehe) Rosheeee, I got sooooo many things to tell you leh! Whenever I look back right, you were the only one who was always there for me no matter what. Through every single thing. You know exactly what to say to bring that smile across my face. Argh, I can't believe I might be in a different class from you next year! You one day don't come to school ready I feel so weird, then next year how larh? Even though you won't be with me, you will always be in my heart. Awwwwww, I love you a lot a lot Rosheeeee! Hahahaha ^^ Promise me one thing; even though how angry or sad you get, never rub that smile off your face. I really hate to see you cry, so please for me kay :) Being with you these past two years has made me realise something, you have made a difference in my life so much! I'm gonna miss your craziness & hyperness babe! Roshini naan unnai kadhalikkiraen, and that's a fact! ;)

2009-10-28T14:51:00.001-07:00

Faizal is my new craze! AHHHHHH! *melts*
Will be posting dedications for all my lovely friends later! :)

2009-10-23T21:10:00.000-07:00

Seriously, I think yesterday was damn nice. Roshini, why did you have to go? But you still had fun in Sentosa riding the Luge right! Hahahaha, so toooo bad! Hehehehe, okay larh I shall not be so bad. First got some fruit eating competition thingie. Azirah help me finish my apple, hahaha thank you arh Azirah. :) Then then we played powerball, yayeeee~ Fry was #1! Very very fun! Knock here, knock there and suddenly, yay we win! HAHAHAHAHA :)

Then had some Wayang Kulit performance. We were talking about how silly the performers looked and kept laughing. No idea why actually. Then we mistook the monkey for a lion, and were creeped out by the pink-faced guy cos he looked gay. Then the monkey guy's movements also so gayish! Hahahaha, then while waiting for Deeparaya concert to start had a sick-talk session with Hemaa, Shobini, Azirah, Arifah, Remya & Arshvini. Arshvini was damn grossed out ready; then me, Arifah & Remya took sooooo damn long to get what they were saying! Hahahaha, experts in this field no #1 is Shobini, followed by Azirah! Tsk tsk tsk, you guys arh...so experienced is it? Hehehehehe! I feel so ashamed man, & you guys are what 14?! *shakes head* HAHAHAHAHA!

Eh eh, I think right this year Deeparaya concert rocked man! Feel so sad that we never take part in anything! :( Never mind, there's always next year right? We must put up a dance item, right Suganiah and Arshvini? Must arh, must arh! Okay anyway as usual the Dikir was awesome! It was damn damn nice okay. Got Izzat, Sofia, Razah & Hazah in it mah. (This is the part you guys feel so honoured & thank me like hell) Hahaha, kidding but seriously you guys did a great job. The fashion parade thingie was not bad too; woah Amirah you look so chic seh! & I can't believe Saranya wore vetti man! Niveetha wear jippa. Then then, Niveetha actually danced eh! Hahaha, all of us were cheering like hell! Hahahaha, dance also damn damn nice. Sec 1s & 3s did a great job! Next year we have to do something arh...

Then later got back results. Overall results. I was damn pissed off with my FYE results larh. Science is C5, Geog is D6 and Tamil got B3! All from like A1 & A2 drop till this. Was so freaking disappointed in myself, and I was crying at home. You guys know why right? Put in so much effort, then in the end got this kinda marks. Yesterday the overall marks gave me a shock, only had one C5 for stupid History. Can't believe I actually got 3 As! Was freaking freaking happy! Then my percentage also very the nice, hahaha! Almost the whole BBQ gang got the same range eh. Parents were quite happy with my results. They were so suprised that my marks shot up like hell. Thank god I did well for CTs! But then later, they started giving up hope.

Now the actual problem, choosing combination. I hate making choices, I suck at it! I can never seem to make up my damn mind! I scared to take triple science, too much pressure + I suck at physics. But the problem is everyone wants to take Chem + Bio combination. Then what Humanities to take? I dunno if I should try and take Geog, it seems tooooo daring leh. Literature also how? Argh, I seriously dunno what to do now. The only thing I'm sure about is that I will never take Physics and History no matter what!

I cried. Yesterday & today. Argh, I'm in one of my major mood swings again. You know sometimes you have these days, ones which you start hating your life and wish you could just put a stop to everything around you. That's exactly what I'm going through now. Regret so many things I've done. But what they find fault in, I don't. I see them as the comfort that I need. Without them, I don't think I would be able to be who I am today; such a happy & carefree girl. I still have that small and little childish side in me. I don't plan on giving it too soon either. I feel that my life is perfect right now, I have a loving family & a whole bunch of awesome friends. I need this, I really do. What I feel like doing now, just pen down everything that I feel. Sigh...Awesome, what's your awesome to do? :(

Cos you keep my heart beating ♥

2009-10-20T05:14:00.001-07:00

Hey people! It's been a long time since I updated my bloggieeeeee. So I decided to do it today YAYAYAYAYAYAY!! :) Hahahaha, lemme see I got to updtae about Deepavali, Jalan Deeparaya outing and Hemaa house movie-marathon! So brace yourselves cos this post is gonna be looooong! Hehehehehe!

Deepavali this year was great! Did our yearly mini fireworks as usual, then started going crazy and dancing around with sparklers. My cousin, "Don't you feel that it's getting too hot in here?" Me "With me around of course it will!" Hahaha, I know I very ego \m/ Hahahaahaha, then started playing with the pary poppers thingie. There were like 200 poppers and we finished everything that day! Then started going crazy like little kids and playing in the playground. I missed that oh-so-much and finally enjoyed myself to the fullest that day! We are truly a bunch of mad & wild kids! Later ran up to watch Ayan & started hyperventilating over his hotness! I was going gaga over him and started singing all the songs! Hehehe, Deepavali was a blast. & I collected a lot of money $$$ & the best part is I'm not even halfway done with my Deepavali gatherings and outings. People are you jealous? Hehehe!

Sunday was my laze-around-with-nothing-to-do day. Like finally I'm having one! It felt so good after such a long time to have a day where you simply cannot find anything to do at all. So I taught my sister! But then I got bored cos she was doing her work then she like knew how to do all the questions. So I was just sitting there staring into space. So me being so damn smart, decided to take out my tpc and watch...Jennifer's body! Thanks Amirah for giving me the link. Omg the movie was so damn awesome but the use f*ck like no tommorow man seriously. The storyline was damn good but some parts were very gruesome especially the ones she goes around killing all the guys. Told Hemaa & Rosheee the whole story then they were like "Omg really arh? Then what happen!" I'm such an awesome story-teller, I know I know. Thanks arh!

Then on Monday guess what? 12 of us awesome g3ians went Jalan Deeparaya outing! ♥ It was damn fun I tell you! First went to Sugan's house and cut cake for Hazah birthday. Suganiahhhh, I love your waterbed! Hehehe, then later went to Rosheeee's house and everyone loves her house! If you have air-con right Roshi, your house will be perfect! Hahaha, walau & I so damn paiseh at her house lorh like please.."Omg Roshini you have a wife?!!!" Hahahaha, stupid Sofia & Remya! Later go Azirah, Izzati and Sofia's house! & I was so bloody full after eating so much food and I felt so "liquidy" Hahahaha, later had to go back home early cos of open-house. Cousins came and I had loads of fun...stupid Hemaa keep embarrassing me in front of them! & Hemaa told the Thrishini story, well almost larh before I stoppoed her! Idiotic fool, one lesson learnt: Don't mix your friends and cousins togther if not a lot of secrets start coming out! Hahahaha!

Then today, Rosheee called me in the morning! Hahahaha, then talked to her for like 1/2 hour then suddenly last minute Hemaa told me go her house for the LSCEP thing + movie-marathon. So me, Arshvini, Haziqah & Arifah went then Izzati joined us later. Me, Hemaa, Arsh & Arifah went to rent DVD then the people were like are you guys 16. We tried to act 16 but then Hemaa start laughing so we ran out of the place then went to the DVD rental kiosk. Wanted to choose the Coffin but then in the end we took Drag Me to Hell. Omg it's damn nice, all of us were screaming throughout the movie! Some parts were damn gross I tell you, all of us so disgusted ready seh. I think if we watch this movie with the whole class it will be damn shiok...like last time Juon like that. Later watched The Ring 2 for a while then switched to PHINEAS AND FERB! I seriously love it to the core. Here's the theme song! Yayeeee~

Spread the G3 love ♥

2009-10-15T22:59:00.000-07:00

You want to know my mood right now? Well this song says it all! ;)

Hahaha, I still can't believe that Deepavali is tomorrow?!! Can you guys feel it... Well I dunno why I don't...actually come to think of it I do larh. I'm having the parteyyyy mood! YAYAYAYAY can't wait for tmr! Finally can really have some good & clean fun with my cousins. Okay maybe not good & clean fun but it's still gonna be filled with loads of fun! ;) Can play play, camwhore & laugh till we cry. I'm sure all of us are gonna go crazyyyy when we are watching AYAN! I bet we will start screaming & hyperventilating when we see Surya and start dancing around, jumping when we hear the songs! At least I will! :)

Then Monday Deeparaya outing with the G3 Indian & Malay people. Can't wait for that too! I'm soooooooooo looking forward to it. YAYAYAYAYAY! It's like Jalan Raya just with the Indian touch to it also! Everyone better come in your traditional costumes arh! All say you buy gorgeous outfits right...so I better see you in them! Especially Roshini, Suganiah & Hemaa! I wanna go all your houses and turn them upside down leh. Hehehe, it's gonna be hell loads of fun :D But the problem is I dunno if it's still on eh..HAHAHAHA! Well looking at my excitement it better be arh...

After school was funnnnnnn! Stupid Music thing, but luckily it finished before 12 if not I would have killed some people *points at you* Was actually supposed to go out to Tiong or somewhere with Roshini. But then in the end I couldn't :( Sorry arh Roshiiii! Left school with Roshi, Sofia, Ramizah, Arifah, Remya & Suganiah. Planned to go Lot 1 with them but Suganiah couldn't come cos she had to go somewhere. Then in the end I also couldn't go! ARGH, was damn pissed larh! At least the train ride was funny, kept laughing like hell & everyone was staring at us. Then started talking about everyone's trademark. Mine is my...SMILE! *smiles widely* Hehehe..

I'm gonna miss G3 a lot. We are the most craziest & wildest bunch of Sec 2 students you have ever seen! Really really gonna miss all of you guys a hell lot. I agree with what everyoen says, I think we are the most bonded class ever. We better make use of the last few weeks we have together to have much fun as possible! & we HAVE to plan a class outing during the holidays when Diana is back. Even is all of us will be seperated the G3 love will never be lost! ♥

One Word: Awesome ♥

2009-10-12T20:59:00.000-07:00

Okay I know a lot of people miss my blogging so here I am, back once again! Hahaha, but seriously can you guys tag or not! Read my blog everyday right, but then you all don't tag! Break my heart & cheat my feelings only! :( Better tag arh...and yes, I'm talking to you!

Okay let's see, Tamil exams were quite okay larh. Thank you Suganiah & Roshini for giving me my sweater! Seriously I would have died in there without it! It was damn freaking cold larh like please. & I kept laughing like hell because of yknow why right. (red jacket red jacket!) Hahahaha, I was bursting into laughter when they were collecting the papers leh. Show his imaginary muscles, & keep touching and flipping his hair. He think he what, the next surya is it? Well, he is not even close! AHAHAHHAHA, hilarious shit.

Yknow what I did in my weekends? I was hyperventilating over Hirthik Roshan! AHHHHHH! I know when you guys were watching Dhoom 2, all start jumping and screaming right? Don't deny it arh...AHAHAHHA! At first I was watching it in the hall with my dad & sister, then scared to hyperventilate mah. So what did awesome Gaya3 do? Go to the room, lock the door, on the TV and jump around screaming of course! He is soooo damn muscular until his muscles were like ripping through his shirt. And I love the way he dance! "He's got the whole package!" Hahahaha, wonderwoman you arh!

English was okay. Not really much to say about it. Literature, when I was revising I was damn pissed off ready. Cos everyone's definiton for themes of Macbeth was extremely different. Some say tension larh, supernatural larh, gender vs power larh...dunno what crap all. Then during the paper when I read the question I was like "All hail Macbeth!" Cos tragic hero came out! Seriously I have never felt so damn happy in my life before larh, and I felt so accomplished after the paper. But when the results come out then...you know right, hehehe

Geog...argh!! I really damn pissed ready. Chapters 6, 8 and 10 never even come out larh! Wadthehell larh, and I spent my time revising the stupid crap. I should have revised the world map thing instead. Then also in the end never finish my paper...I seriously wanted to cry ready! Thank you Sarassssss & Suganiahhhhh for comforting me! And thank you Roshiniiiii for cheering me up! Even though I didn't really show that I was sad you could see right? :) You also better go study hard for tmr Science paper arh..if not you see what I do to you! Hehehehe I love you guys a lot a lot!

If I could describe my life in one word, it would be Awesome ♥
And you know I just realised something. If you hear people saying that they are extraordinary and you are worthless, don't feel sad okay. It just means that they are extra ordinary. So people, do not loose faith in yourselves & continue striving hard. Like what I said to someone once, God has created you for a reason...you just have to find out what it is ;)

2009-10-07T03:58:00.000-07:00

THIS IS FOR ALL YOU BORED SOULS OUT THERE. SO THAT YOU GUYS WON'T KEEP CALLING AND TORTURING ME EVERY SINGLE HOUR! *points to Hemaa Shruthi* HAHAHA SO GO LISTEN..BUT AFTER 10 MINS I BET MY PHONE WILL BE BURNT. I KNOW YOU GUYS LOVE ME SO MUCH & YOU JUST CAN'T RESIST HEARING MY VOICE. BUT PLEASE LARH...TRY YOUR BEST OKAY, DON'T DIE ARH! Hahahaha okay I think thats enough ego-ing for today :)

2009-10-05T01:14:00.000-07:00

Omg I love my friends to the core like seriously. They are soooo damn freaking nice! I can't believe that all of us are going to be seperated next year. I agree with what you guys said, this year has been & will be the best year we will have in Crescent. Cos there is no other class as awesome as us larh like please. G3 ROXON! Woohoo yeah babey!

After such a long time I finally laughed my heart out today. Thanks to a bunch of awesome people. D&T was the best lesson today. Me, Roshini, Suganiah, Sofia, Hemaa, Arifah, Remya and Xian Ying were having an "illegal" gathering and we were laughing like no tommorow. I bet many people were pissed off with us but we just couldn't stop laughing! I feel like killing Sofia but she is just soooo damn cute and funny!

I'm going to be her mother-in-law soon yknow. Cos she has an affair with my daughter, Trishini. But sadly, Roshini doesn't approve of it. AHAHAHAHA, everyone is just going on and on and on about Trishini OTP! "Eh actually Trishini very nice name you know. I think I will name my daughter Trishini in memories of you." Awwwww! Then what if it's a boy? Trishan! AHAHAHAHA :) See people, I told you that Trishini is actually an awesome name, cos of awesome people like us!

Tamil lesson today was er...memorable, i have come to realise that I am really going to miss Amane next year. I want her to teach us, not the other idiots! But what to do? Haiz...and whenver I see the word inikka paesi, I remember my sweet-talker. I bet it reminds her of me also. Whenever Amane says that, I see that idiot giving me her 100kW smile! HAHAHAHAHA :)

Oh and Deepavali and Christmas are coming soon! Yayeee~ I cannot wait! Oh for those of you who didn't know I celebrate Christmas..well now you know! I celebrate a lot of festivals actually :) Speaking of Deepavali, I miss my cute cute cute cousin Deepa. I freaking love the way she says my name, it's so darn adorable! Did I tell you guys I'm going to have another niece soon? Guess what's her name going to be. Danya!! When you say it out, it sounds damn cool. I was so fascinated when I heard the name.

2009-09-30T20:02:00.001-07:00

Hellohello!!!

This is Gaya3's awesome.
That ghundhu so smart, her password and her username all she wrote on her desktop wall.

I love you alot alot Gaya3.
When you see this, dont get shocked okay.

Anyways, Gaya3 loves me alot too.
Right right?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
She loves me more that anyone else in this world.

Gaya3, you have the sweetest and the nicest smile ever.
So dear little one, keep smiling and always be happy okay.
About the stuff at home, forget about it and prove to your parents that they are wrong.
Heard that you are going out with your cousins for deepavali shopping.
Have fun okay.
When you come back make sure you upload pics of yourself and also please take good care of yourself when you are out.
Sms me when you feel bored okay.
Take care.

Naan unai kadhalikiren.
Wo ai ni.
Saya sayang Awak.

((:

2009-09-30T04:05:00.000-07:00

I feel damn tired *yawns* But with FYEs coming in a few weeks time, I bet everyone is feeling the same way cos of late night cramming. Some people are even going without sleeping! Can you guys please get some rest, then later in class you all cannot concentrate. Please please please get some sleep okay? Oh I got story to tell in school tomorrow. I bet you guys are going to laugh at me cos I'm so stupid! Hahaha :) Until FYE's are over don't expect many updates. I will most probably be going on a HIATUS till then, But do keep tagging! :)

I miss talking to my wonderwoman! Haven't seen her since the birthday celebration like a month ago. Argh!! I used to talk to you almost everyday you know. But now you see what happen, three freaking weeks without talking! When I'm in school you are free. When I'm free, you are either at work or sleeping after a long day. I felt like calling you today but then I slept in the afternoon again, then had tuition. So did not have time! :( I'll try my best to call you soon. And check your phone you busy woman! I wanna meet up soon. & you are seriously freaking gorgeous okay. Don't deny that arh...AHAHAHHA. I miss you, I love you & I need you! ♥

If you hear me singing Azhaghai Pookkuthe and Akkadanu Naanga in class tmr, don't be scared! Hahaha, I suddenly addicted to this song. Aiya I every day also change the song that I'm addicted to. But I will love Hasile Fisile & Neethane forever! Yayeee~ For all those Inidan people who haven't heard this song, go and listen to it now. It is damn nice!!

2009-09-29T01:16:00.000-07:00

I'm bored. In pain, and dying. I just feel like sleeping the whole day seriously. I feel so damn damn damn tired and sleepy. Slept from 2 to 4 but still so bloody tired! If I had a option whether to go to school tomorrow or not, most probably I would choose no. But what to do, I don't have a choice! Haiz...

But never mind, go to school then everything will be fine. I just realised I don't have my tortoise toy with me. Where is it now arh? Roshini...Hahaha gimme the toy tomorrow okay? I wanna play with it! English very boring, was doing some Situational Writing letter thing. Then Lit was doing some Macbeth tragic hero thing. So many people where sleeping in front of Ms Ng's eyes and she didn't even realise. Xian Ying & Roshini kept playing with my toy. Someone likes to talk to my toy. "Are you the cutest thing in the world? No, yknow why? Cos I have a toy like you but it says I love you!" Hahahaha =)

Maths was like lightning speed again. Before I even take out the worksheet she already move on to the third question. Then I gave up immediately on Maths. Then start revising for Science test. Oh and yknow what Roshini, I still have the paper with me eh. You know what I talking about? Yeah... Must chillex and calm down okay. Don't be stressed up. Just three more weeks babey! You can do it! Hahaha so people must persevere! Jiayou <3 Okay I gtg now..byie people

THIS IS A LONG FORGOTTEN SONG WHICH I WANNA REVIVE.

P.S. I love you

2009-09-28T01:43:00.000-07:00

I LOVE MY GUARDIAN ANGEL TO BITS! SERIOUSLY. ♥
"I pray to god everyday, to take care of the angel that he has sent to me. And that angel is you my dear!" Doesn't this just make you go awwww. It did to me. I was damn touched when I saw this larh. You are soooo sweet, you sweet-talker! Hehehe, I LOVE YOU A LOT A LOT!

Make me #1 on your playlist

2009-09-25T01:41:00.000-07:00

HELLO. I DUNNO WHAT TO UPDATE ABOUT LEH. SCHOOL'S COOL FOR AWESOME PEOPLE LIKE ME! HAHAHA, STUDYING MATHS WITH IZZATI IS FUN! AND ROSHINI'S DRAWING ROXON! HEHEHE, OH & ROSHINI YOU OWE ME SOMETHING ;) I'M WAITING...HAHAHAHA! HOW LONG READY YKNOW *inserts angry face*

I dunno what I'm doing when I go back home like seriously. I only sleep at like 11 or 12 but I don't do a lot of work. By the time I eat my dinner and bathe ready is like 9+ Oh and I can't wait for FYE to be over. LET'S GO OUT AFTER EXAMS OKAY? TRAVEL FROM ONE END OF SINGAPORE TO THE OTHER! Hahaha yayeeee~ And Deepavali here I come..I think I did my shopping a little too early this time. The others all haven't even started eh. Oh well, it's better for me right? AND AND AND I CAN'T WAIT FOR AATHAVAN & NEW MOON TO BE OUT IN CINEMAS. I'm gonna rush to watch these movies.

I need to start studying. I just realised I don't understand a thing which is going on in Geog and Science! Tamil test was so (Y) Yeah right! She don't let me & Roshini next to each other during the test. I bet it because she think we'll keep talking & playing & talking & playing. And she keep thinking that I'm cheating cos I look at Arshvini. I'm a very good girl okay. Break my heart only :( But someone who kept coughing and signalling did not get caught at all! *coughsroshinicoughs* Hahaha! And Maths test got the last question wrong because of a stupid stupid stupid mistake! Sad Gayathri =( I dunno why but I like this song suddenly! (Btw this is a tamil song)

Stay strong <3

2009-09-23T04:16:00.000-07:00

HELLO HELLO HELLO! I'M VERY HAPPY NOW, YKNOW WHY COS I LAUGH TOO MUCH THANKS TO ROSHINI! I'M SURE IZZATI IS STILL LAUGHING AWAY RIGHT NOW. HAHAHAHA, ROSHINI I UNDERSTAND SETS & PROBABILITY SOOO MUCH BETTER NOW! THANKS ARH, HAHAHHA NEVER LAUGHED SO MUCH IN MY LIFE BEFORE...I COULDN'T BREATHE. TEACH US MORE OKAY? VERY FUN!

Ok yeah in the morning had to go down for assembly like for 5 mins then go back up to class. Awesome no? The even more best part, Roshini had the class key and forgot to give it to us and went to do her house duty! So Me, Izzati and Haziqah when around the whole school finding for her like for 20 mins. Then Ms Ng was damn pissed with us ready..HAHAHA! We predicted exactly what she was going to say. "What took you girls so long!" Her expression = classic! Then Lit very boring, she laughs about intepretations of Macbeth...then we laugh at her because she is laughing at stupid things. HAHAHA.

PE VERY FUNNY, EVERYONE KEPT FALLING DOWN. & I SERIOUSLY HATE BATTING! Pitching and catching is wayyyy nicer. Then LSCEP she was super pissed at us. G3, we better finish our podcast recording thing by next week man. I'M IN MY HATE RELATIONSHIP WITH MATHS NOW! I don't get a damn freaking thing she is saying, argh! If she goes like a bullet train how the hell she expect us to understand everything! Now suddenly I get all the easy topics and totally dunno the difficult ones. People seriously, it does NOT help if your mum is a Maths teacher. It just sucks more.

English was spent talking with Remya, Hemaa & Arifah. We talked about migrating to American Idol to Ellen adopting a child. HAHAHA, we can never keep to one topic. But I still managed to finish my compre! And then immediately rushed off to D&T room and spent 3 damn hours there just to finish glueing up our artefect okay! Argh I was so bloody restless and pissed. Arshvini was like cursing him the whole way, and she said it right in front of him. Then later went up to class and spent time with Roshini, Izzati and Hemaa. Laughed till no tommorow, I couldn't breathe ready! HAHAHA, I'm still laughing whenever I think about it. If I am doing Maths and I laugh randomly, you will know why! HAHAHAHA

Oh and I wanted to tell someone this. Go back home and talk to your mum okay? I think she might need someone to talk to now. And stay strong <3

Happy Hari Raya! ♥

2009-09-21T01:40:00.000-07:00

Oh yeah first of all SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL THE MALAYS OUT THERE! I know it's late but still I sms-ed my wishes to all of you guys right? Hahaha, I was too lazy to update yesterday so yeah here it is! Walau my Raya holidays damn boring leh. At least it was on Friday & Saturday. Yesterday as usual I went for my dance class. & apparently I was the only one dancing as everyone was either sick/injured/pretending to be injured!! HAHAHAHA =) So I had to do solo for a dance item & I managed to do everything without any mistakes! YAYAYAYAY! :) So OMLT right? (Izzati & Azirah this is my version: Oh My Lucas Till)

Then later went for Deepavali shopping. My parents were like no clothes for you, have soooo many ready. We are only going to buy for your sister. Yeah like I have sooo many right *rolls eyes* Then I was damn pissed cos they bought not only 1, but 3 outfits for her okay! Then I saw some damn drop-dead gorgeous ones on display and I wanted it like hell but I scared open my mouth. So I tried to give my innocent & pathetic face which usually wins over anyone. But this time it didn't work :( And someone came to the rescue...my grandfather! We bumped into him at Serangoon then he saw that they never buy anything for me then he was like, "You better buy for her something. If not I will buy it for her myself!" HAHAHAHA, I love my grandfather! His best grandchild what! ♥

Then later in the night watched..VILLU! Everybody rock your body! Paarthukoda villu oru kaedi! HAHAHA, I love Theemdanakku Thillana! It's damn nice and I will never forget it cos...don't tell you! ^^ Then I was the only one who stayed up to watch the whole movie. My favourite actor, illaiathalapathy Vijay's movie what? How to not watch you tell me? Hehehehe. Then today my cousins came over! My 7-year-old Filipino cousins knows how to speak french! And she has got boys who have a crush on her! Cool no? Okay bye, now I'm learning how to say hello in the Filipino language, Tegelog!

iloveyoualot! ♥

2009-09-18T00:42:00.000-07:00

Hey everyone! There is no school on Monday =( I want there to be school! Being at home sucks. Haiz, what to do? Lemme see yesterday was fun as usual. You would never believe what Roshini did after school. I don't tell you! If not later she come murder me. HAHAHA. Oh and during Geog also right, she did something which really made me want to kill her! Walau idiot yknow you Roshini. But after that it was kinda funny larh. Hehehe and finally SOMEONE IS HAPPY cos someone talking to her ready right? *ahem ahem*

Stayed back in school with Roshini and Jolene waiting for the rest to finish angklung. I can't believe I actually finished my Science ws when I was with them man. Hahaha, joking! Then homed with Hemaa, Shob, Arsh, Remya and Arifah. All of us squeezed into Hemaa's car, we were "squashed like sardines". Then we started talking about Phineas and Ferb and about science, then about planets? I know we are super random people (Y) Oh Remya and I felt like killing Shobini seriously. Still can laugh some more! Stupid Shobini! Train ride was super nice. "This is just the start of the journey!" HAHAHA.

Today very fun, I like. Roshini finally realised that I can laugh till I cry during Science. And Izzati fooled everyone and couldn't control laughing cos she & I were the only ones who knew what actually happened! Hahaha then everyone started bursting out laughing when they found out. Then later D&T almost finish painting our artifact and Haziqah was so nice to help us! Thank you Haziqah!! Tamil very nice, cos now the pink room is our official classroom (Y) And the tickle monster came back! Hahaha keep tickling me until I hit my head on the table and then some more can laugh at me! Paandi, now I know your weak spot ready right, you wait. See what I do to you in tamil class the next lesson!! HAHAHAHA.

Then we ran up for Maths in the end to find that the Chinese class haven't even finish! Awesome right? I am freaking irritated with Maths! Yknow why? I can't understand the simple chapters like the one she was doing in class today! I feel so dumb. =( Then she go like bullet train again and as usual got tons of homework. Oh Music we watched LES CHORISTES! Me & Izzati started squealing so cute when Pepinot appeared and we were (okay actually more of me larh) hyperventilating over Morhange whenever he came. He got damn dreamy eyes can! "I want blue eyes!" "Yknow when he is dreaming, he looks very dreamy!" Hahaha, I like Jean Baptiste (Lucas Till look-alike)!

Oh and train ride back home so funny. All of us planning what to do when exams over. So now the people in the cabin know where I live and what's my name. (Y)(N) Oh and I definitely will organise something during the december holidays for you guys in my house. It's a promise! We can go swimming and watch a ghost movie or something. Yayeee~ And then Haziqah saw this indian guy in the train who she thought was cute. Then Shobini was like "Haziqah, I think you really need to put specs ready!" Hahaha, seriously he wasn't cute and he was from GIIS. I think she got blinded after seeing Jean Baptiste and she is seeing him everywhere! Hehehe

2009-09-16T02:05:00.000-07:00

HELLOOOOOO :) TODAY PE VERY FUN! IZZATI KEEP TRYING TO AIM AT MY HEAD WITH THE BALL, STUPID IZZATI!! AND I DUNNO IF ARSHVINI PLAYING SOFTBALL OR BOWLING?! HAHAHAHA, English very boring..thankfully I did a compo related to that during tuition yesterday. Oh and yeah, I drank Mango Ice-blended from SweetTalk during tuition and sadly we did not watch any movies :( Izzati very happy now right? HMPH! Hahaha Tamil in the pink room = (Y) I love it man, got air-con! & all of us can sit together! I wish tamil lessons are like this all the time.

Maths lessons are extremely boring, she was going like a bullet train again. Finished two exercises in 1 hour, brilliant no? And she say we keep wasting her time, she also scold us and waste so much time what. "Money can be returned by time cannot" Like whatever, *rolls eyes* Was damn pissed ready larh. People keep depending on me to keep awake during Maths *coughs coughs* Me, Roshini, Hemaa & Xian Ying were all depending on my sweets. Hahaha I know you guys love me for that right? Hehehe, I shall bring them every Maths lesson cos I'm so nice like that!

Geog was the only lesson I kept laughing like hell. "I was in the Underwater World right then I kept thinking that I am a mermaid yknow!" HAHAHAHA, Ms Sim is the best Geog teacher in the world right? Now I decide ready Geog is my #1 favourite lesson, then followed by Science. Lalala going to have tuition soon, then later need to stay up to finish Science Revision 3 & Maths Exercise 10.2, maybe if I in the mood I will finish up Maths Chapter 2 revision.

Tomorrow I gonna stay back in school till 5 for fun. Awesome you want to join me? Either we study, waste time or do both. You choose. Hahaha! Awesome don't be sad okay, smile please. You sad right you don't look good. Smile only you look nice, so must smile okay! =) It will be okay soon yeah.

And yesterday tickle monster say I better watch out today cos she gonna come get me, in the end nothing. Nvm during Maths lesson sit beside me okay, then when I falling asleep then tickle monster you can do your job! AHAHAHAHAHA, and I will also supply sweets so you won't fall asleep!

2009-09-15T07:06:00.000-07:00

I dunno what to update about leh. Cos my life has been very boring for the past few days. Okay larh it has been very fun but I very lazy to type out every single thing here. In short what I want to say is: I love school, yayeeee~ Hahaha and oh yeah I miss the tickle monster! Hehehe, so you know what to do right? HAHAHA! Now I need to go read the geog ppt about the map reading thing.

2009-09-14T05:10:00.000-07:00

THANKS GUYS FOR CHEERING ME UP. I LOVE YOU PEOPLE A LOT A LOT (L) AND YES I'M FEELING MUCH MORE BETTER NOW. JUST DO ME A FAVOUR AND ACT NORMALLY IN SCHOOL OKAY, I DON'T WANT EVERYONE TO START ACTING ALL WEIRD YEAH. THANKS & ONCE AGAIN I LOVE YOO ♥ OH AND THIS ARE THE SONGS I'M CURRENTLY ADDICTED TO. BUT MY NO. #1 IS STILL NEETHANE & BEAUTIFUL THANKS TO SOMEONE *ahem ahem* =)

2009-09-12T05:53:00.000-07:00

I have five words for you: GET OUT OF MY LIFE!

What have you ever done for me anyway? ALL YOU DID WAS MAKE ME CRY!
Why did I have to be born?
Why did I have to be born instead of her?
Why didn't my mum have her instead of me?
Why did my mum have a ___________ with her instead of me!
I think you guys would have made a much happier family.

Don't get what I mean? Come and ask me. Feeling super lousy right now. Awesome & Akka where are you guys when I need you the most?! ARGH, and just as I thought. No more tears left.

Mocha frappuccino love \m/

2009-09-11T04:07:00.001-07:00

Today was another do nothing day! Yayeee~ I love do nothing days ♥ LOL, and now I'm free!! You know why? Cos my parents are not at home and they will only be back at like 12am or even later. HAHAHA! Jealous no? Okay larh I will be nice and not make you all sad. I'm so nice no? I have got this burning question in my mind. Who is actually studying during the holidays arh? Like everyone I have talked to hasn't even started anything or is only halfway through and gave up hope ready.

Hahaha, now I'm so high!! See larh someone pass the virus to me ready *coughsroshinicoughs* Hehehe, I can't wait to go back to school on monday. Then can laugh until I get stitches again (Y). Haven't laughed so hard for like sooo long! Oh and just finished my almost 2 hour talk with Hemaa on the phone. She was telling the plot of some movie called Whatever works. MOST STUPIDEST STORYLINE EVER! I just realised all of Hemaa's movies suggestions are damn stupid! If you want GOOD & RELIABLE movie suggestions come to me! Hahaha.

Oh and I was trying to do Science just now while watching Spectacular. You know what I wrote? ELECTRICITY GET ITS ELECTRICITY FROM FOSSIL FUELS AND THUS WE HAVE TO SAVE ELECTRICITY! Hahahaha most awesomest answer ever right? I was reading my answer and I realised my mistake after 1 hour! (Y) Studying get's me so messed up! I have no idea why I even bother trying to do anything. It's useless man! Especially since I haven't even finished D&T which everyone has finished -.- I have done nothing productive in this week.

Tomorrow is Saturday and you know what are my plans? To go for tuition and finish painting my D&T project. This is like the only Saturday I have no plans to go out. Should I be happy or sad about it? Haiz..I wanna have my Chocolate Ice-cream \m/ And I also miss my Mocha Frappuccino, maybe should I try something else from Starbucks. I shall go hunt around for one after Tamil tuition. So that Hemaa won't be able to steal it away from me! :) Hahaha, I feel that I'm so mean towards Hemaa. But who cares, she always also very mean to me, right Azirah? And see how different Shreya looks in the pics! I prefer her long hair x 1 000 000!

Be a man can you?

2009-09-10T07:01:00.000-07:00

I am now in the hate part of my relationship with Maths. Hahaha, so I decided to switch to Lierature cos I haven't touched it since the common tests were over. I did Literature alone for the first time cos my dad is like still not talking to me. I know, I have a sad life. I couldn't understand a single thing that was in Scene 7.

I learnt that Macbeth is an idiot who cannot make up his damn mind! One minute he want to murder Duncan then the next minute he too scared to do it. Be a man can you?!! If you don't make up your mind I WILL KILL YOU! & oh yeah which weirdo makes loooong speeches to himself? Macbeth! Oh and did I forget to mention the biggest idiots of all? Lady Macbeth is super sick and she is so inhuman, like please! Which wife will be so cunning towards the husband you tell me.

Oh well what to do, this is what Literature is all about. Learning about dead people and their weird talking styles! As long as I pass, I don't mind Macbeth =)

Boredom remedy

2009-09-10T02:38:00.000-07:00

I need one now cos I'm so damn-it bored! No fair! Roshini go out & I'm stuck here at home! I don't friend you! HAHAHA, I sound like some 7-year-old kid! Okay I have used enough exclamation marks for now. Today what I do arh..cannot remember ready. You know why? Cos awesome people like me only remember cool and nice stuff! Hahaha, so you can guess that I had a do-nothing-and-laze-around day by now right? I LOVE THE INTERNET & THE PHONE! I worship whoever invented them. If not, I would have seriously jumped down the building by now! I'm sure you guys also right right??

Spent the morning doing Mugging Maths Chapter 7. Yknow when I'm mugging and studying right, there ia a HUGE difference. When I'm studying means I will take like 4 hours to finish one exercise and I would be watching tv at the same time. But when I'm mugging I will be facing the wall at by dining table, blast songs in my earpiece, have my new craze (bubble tea & famous amos chocolate chip cookies) beside me and have my to-do list in front of me. It seriously worked yknow! I finished the whol of Chapter 7 in like lesser then 2 hours?!! Yeah had laska for lunch \m/ and then went for a swim alone. It's kinda nice to be alone some times..but not all the time! I am not that kind of person.

Now currently doing D&T and trying to do Maths Chapter 8 in coursebook. I'm in like a love-hate relationship with Maths now seriously! And people are sooo bored and are calling me like no tomorrow so that I can entertain them *coughsshobini&hemaacoughs* HAHAHA, idiots man you people. But I'm honoured cos I am like your only source of entertainment. Thank you thank you!! I know I'm so interesting right? HAHAHA. Talking on Shobini on the phone is the worst, she will never let you put the phone down & she also won't! But what does a awesome person like me do at times like this? Hahaha use my 123 technique and hang up on her as usual! Yayeeee~ HAHAHAHA!

Oh and thank you people for all your responses, I love you guys!! (L) And awesome you are sooo sweet! Awww, you are such a sweet-talker! I love you to man and do you know what message I was talking about? The India thing...remember now? Hehehe ;) Anyway you still haven't answer me yet. Can we have our Thursday study sessions whenever possible? You better start working hard from this minute okay, just another like 4 more weeks my dear. You can do it! And so can the rest of you guys, just get through this month and we can enjoy after that yeah.

And you are the one who keeps my going. ♥