Common tests has been total crap, damn lucky that I didn't ACTUALLY fail any subjects. How the hell am I gonna improve when I'm in such a competitive class? Comfirm one of the last in C2 ready! :(( Haiz...I hate my life in Secondary schol! It's soooo stressful. Worst part is that I almost failed Tamil! HOW CAN ANYONE IN THE WORLD FREAKING FAIL TAMIL! ARGHHHH! When I saw my marks I was like wtf. And I failed a freaking Lit, how the hell can someone fail lit?! DAMN DAMN DAMN FREAKING PISSED, I'M GONNA PRETEND AS IF COMMON TESTS NEVER HAPPENED. I've totally lost hope in myself. Wanna so badly get out of Triple Science, I can't understand a thing in Chemistry, I felt sooo freaking depressed after yesterday's lesson.

Only thing, I'm looking forward to is Flag Day, then have to start mugging for MYE ready. Only have like one month and worst part is, holidays were just over! -.- I wanna give up on my studies readily seriously..yes I know, I'm hopeless and useless. I need the motivation to move on; I need you dear (And yes I bloody freaking miss you too!) This song is for you, guardian angel. :)) I am sorry I wasn't there for you yesterday. Will talk to you soon okay, don't be so sad and cheer up babe! I LOVE YOU ♥ And I really mean it.