ThatGal:
And her name is Gayathri ♥The girl who makes your heart soar!
Be nice to me and I will be nice to yoo too.
If not, you better watch out RAWRRR..
Loves Logan Lerman, AARYA, and Rinson!
First cried on 24 July (awesome right)
Ex-YTPS & Current Crescentian
"Life isn't measured by the breaths we take, but the moments that take our breath away." ♥
TalkofThetown:
Affliates:
Roshini
Hemaa
Saras
Amirah
Nandhini
Haziqah Ramizah Nicole Geraldine Melissa
Hafizah Awesome G3 Diana Ximei
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Haziqah Ramizah Nicole Geraldine Melissa
Hafizah Awesome G3 Diana Ximei
layout: * etoile filante
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icons: cablelines
background: materialisti-c
No feeling, is there something wrong? Friday, August 21, 2009 4:45 AM
I dunno why I am so addicted to blogging now. HAHAHA, i have a strong feeling this blog is gonna survive for a looong time!! Yayeee~ Today morning very nice =) Roshini was like telling us what orphan was about. I was very scared to watch alone :( But know I find out that it is not scary, just disturbing...Can we go to someone house & watch?? I know someone who wants me to go to her house. Cos she always comes to mine but I don't really go to her's. Who arh who arh ^^
And this is the part the post takes a turn to the sad side... Science marks really mad me sad today. I was perfectly fine and normal, just like my happy-self until I got that result. I knew that Roshini could see that I was tearing already. Then she had this look on her face like don't cry larh...I was just controlling my tears from rolling down. I seriously would have broke down on the spot! Mum is damn disappointed in me.
But yknow I seriously tried my best and put in a hell of an effort into CTs okay. Roshini, Saras, Izzati & Hemaa know! All I did was create notes + do exercises, create more notes + do more exercises, create even more notes + do even more exercises! She didn't even care that I got A1 for MATHS, A2 for English & A1 for tamil..which I have been trying to get since Sec 1! She immediately zoom in on Science.
Say that I don't give a damn about my studies, & the only thing I care about is friends and having fun. I mean F*CK siah..what do you think I am, some kind of robot? You don't have to compare me with my friends all the time. Do you know there is something called self-target? And also self-improvement? Just because my frens scored better doesn't mean I am a failure right. I feel so freaking proud that I have improved from Bs & Cs during MYE to like almost everything As! Then you have to come asking how everyone else did & why I can't be more like them.
Do you want my explanation?? It's because I AM GAYATHRI!I am not my friends! We may be very very very close, but I am not as smart and clever as them yknow, seriously! & once CTs finish, stress me about FYE. I know there is only like one or two months left but still, don't have to pressure me now right! Let me have a break, like wtf. I am just bottling up whatever I feel inside. I want to tell someone what I feel, but I'm scared that I might break down in front of her =(
- I really need to talk to you awesome. Super pissed!
And this is the part the post takes a turn to the sad side... Science marks really mad me sad today. I was perfectly fine and normal, just like my happy-self until I got that result. I knew that Roshini could see that I was tearing already. Then she had this look on her face like don't cry larh...I was just controlling my tears from rolling down. I seriously would have broke down on the spot! Mum is damn disappointed in me.
But yknow I seriously tried my best and put in a hell of an effort into CTs okay. Roshini, Saras, Izzati & Hemaa know! All I did was create notes + do exercises, create more notes + do more exercises, create even more notes + do even more exercises! She didn't even care that I got A1 for MATHS, A2 for English & A1 for tamil..which I have been trying to get since Sec 1! She immediately zoom in on Science.
Say that I don't give a damn about my studies, & the only thing I care about is friends and having fun. I mean F*CK siah..what do you think I am, some kind of robot? You don't have to compare me with my friends all the time. Do you know there is something called self-target? And also self-improvement? Just because my frens scored better doesn't mean I am a failure right. I feel so freaking proud that I have improved from Bs & Cs during MYE to like almost everything As! Then you have to come asking how everyone else did & why I can't be more like them.
Do you want my explanation?? It's because I AM GAYATHRI!I am not my friends! We may be very very very close, but I am not as smart and clever as them yknow, seriously! & once CTs finish, stress me about FYE. I know there is only like one or two months left but still, don't have to pressure me now right! Let me have a break, like wtf. I am just bottling up whatever I feel inside. I want to tell someone what I feel, but I'm scared that I might break down in front of her =(
- I really need to talk to you awesome. Super pissed!