"Honestly, I need you. I can't really lead a life without you dear. You know why, cause you've taught me so many things in life. You taught me so much that because of you, I am who I am today." And this is what keeps me going everyday. I love you, really.

I want my Tuesday and Wednesday back. Why can't life be full of fun and enjoyment like that. I had a blast on that day, it was a night that I can never get back in my life. And nothing can give me the happiness I got on that day. It was such a fun-filled, exciting and crazy night. I want it all back now.

Was reception-ing until like 10pm. Then ate dinner and watched the rest of the performances during the function. Oh and I sat beside someone and that person said I looked pretty ^^ Most happiest moment of my life. Dance-floored like crazy for almost 3 hours straight. (and yes, I got a chance to dance with silverknight too. Am I the luckiest girl or what?!) After that still watched movie until 4am. Then woke up at 8am, went for buffet breakfast and still went swimming later! Packed lunch back to hotel and continued watching movie. Then later after checking out, went around Singapore and only reached home at 8.30pm! Most funtastic time of my life. Hahaha weeeeeeeeee~ Can't wait for the Dec trip! ^^

So far the holidays is going just like how I wanted. I just need one more thing to make it the best holiday ever. Spending more time with my friends, especially my awesome. I miss you. :(((

P.S. Silverknight looks soooooo good in a tux. -faints-

Cause baby you're a firework, come on show them what you're worth. ♥

Hey don't be sad okay! I hate seeing you like this. Especially seeing you cry. Don't do this to me okay babe. Even though you're refusing to tell me what's wrong, I know exactly what's going on. You can't hide anything from me even if you try to dear. I just know you too well. And you can tell me anything babe, I would never get angry with you. Dear, you should just listen to me next time. Trust me, I know what's best for you. I would never want to see you hurt. Just promise me that you wouldn't be like this for long, cos I already miss seeing you being crazy and hyper like usual. Thanks for today dear, really. Oh and don't worry, I will always be there for you no matter what. ♥

"Honestly, I need you. I can't really lead a life without you dear. You know why, cause you've taught me so many things in life. You taught me so much that because of you, I am who I am today."

Remember this babe? All I need is to read your letter, and all my troubles and worries just melt away. I love you Roshini Piragasam, and no matter what you say, you will always be MY awesome and MY guardian angel!

Omg I think I have the weirdest fetish ever! Too embarrassing to tell out here, hahahaha. Watching Sollamaley now. OMG it's getting super drama now. Got so many things happening, like typical tamil drama like that omg. I feel that I need to start dancing again. Lost touch after such a long time, need to start going back to my classes ready! I think when I'm older, I'm going to take part in Dhool! Hahahha, I don't think that's ever gonna happen, but I wanna join! HAHAHA :-) Dancing is my first love, and I'm never giving it up.

Arghhhhhh, my brain is about to burst. Jiehui has got me thinking and now, I have no idea whether I should drop Physics or not. The only reason why I'm hesitating and not making an immediate decision now is because I don't wanna look back and regret it later. Whatever it is, I'm gonna make my own decision and I'm not going to listen to anyone. This is my life, and I'm the only one who has the right to decide what I want to do with it. I knew I was never good enough to be in Triple Science. Crap, now I;m just going to succumb to my own pressure. So now the question; Physics - To drop or not to drop.

I need to talk to someone about this ohgod. Thanks Suganiah for all the advice and support. You're the best twinny I can ever ask for ♥ I need to talk to my Awesome. I haven't talked to you since like forever. I don't know anything that's happening in your life and neither do you know what's happening in mine anymore. These are the times I need to talk to you. You're one of those who knows just the right thing to say to make me feel better. Awesome, I need you right now :((((

heyloh

not in the best mood. i super sad even though its raining. what else can do that to me besides myself? yeps,

results. so damn terrible , i dont even wanna talk about it. i was doing fine last year and even CA1. then mid years

screwed and the same thing for FYE. usually my pattern goes like, do terribly, then next exams boomz! super good.

this is probably the first time that im doing TERRIBLY twice in a row. HUGE wake up call. and im gonna answer it.

i was enjoying life this year. well, no more. gotta work real hard to buck up. not gonna be easy, giving up would

be wayy easier but im not gonna leave crescent without a fight. i made my stand in PEPS. i HAVE to make

my stand in crescent too and im down to my last year to do it. WAKE UP theona! WAKE UP! you aint in primary

school no more. you cant just somewhat study and expect to do well. DAYUM! gotta get into the mugging mood.

im off! and as for the title, im eating nutella now coz im sad! ILY NUTELLA:) make me happy again!

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Deepavali outfit shopping = total fail! Hahaha spent seven hours hunting everywhere and in the end, everyone got something except for me. By the time my sister bought something, I had just went into every single shop there is in Tekka and rejected the thousands of punjabi suits there! And my taste is super expensive, cos the ones I choose amazingly end up to be around $200 or more! -.- ANNOYING! Going back there again tomorrow to try and get something. Oh and I'm gonna bake cookies for Deepavali soon! YAYEEEE~ I can't wait! Oh and I think we should dance for Iragai Pole and Ennavaley for the Deepavali thing, yes yes? HAHAHA.

Went to Hemaa's house today to watch The Nun. Super gory and scary, yay my kind of movie. Even though I was hiding behind the pillow half the time. HAHAHAHA! But it's super nice and I can't believe the guy let us borrow a NC16 movie? Can we really pass off as 16 year-olds? Hahaha. The Nun - Recommended by Awesome Me! I told Hemaa to borrow Shutter Island, but she was like "Noooo, got no time and blah blah blah." Stupid Shruti! HAHAHA!

I really miss hanging out with my lower sec friends so much. Even though we only spent a few hours together, I think it was really fun! We should totally have another gathering yeah. So, my house for a movie marathon soon kay! (and yes we can swim, hahahha) Oh and when is Crystabellaatantree gonna have our Barbie movie marathon session? Hahaha omg I feel like a six-year-old kid. Can we have it at Crystal's house cos I wanna play Wii also! Hahaha yay!

Everytime I feel like giving up, there's only one reason I don't. And you better be thankful for that.